“Caesar’s my kinsman too,” Decimus Brutus mused, “but I’ve not sworn any oaths.”
Gaius Trebonius had a naturally mournful countenance, rather ordinary to look at, and a pair of sad grey eyes. They lifted to Antony’s face. “The thing is,” he said, “would you do a Poplicola and tattle to Caesar if you heard of a plot to murder him?”
A silence fell. Arrested, Antony stared at Trebonius; so too did Decimus Brutus.
“I don’t tattle, Trebonius, even about murder plots.”
“I didn’t think you would. Just making sure,” said Trebonius.
Decimus slapped his hand loudly on the table. “This isn’t getting us anywhere, so I suggest we change the subject,” he said.
“To what?” asked Trebonius.
“We’re none of us enjoying Caesar’s esteem at the moment, for one reason or another. He made me praetor this year, but not for anything decent, so why didn’t he ask me to go to Further Spain with him? I’d have commanded better than logs like Quintus Pedius! But I can’t please Caesar. Instead of patting my back for putting down the Bellovaci uprising, he said I was too hard on them.” His face, so blond that it was curiously featureless, twisted. “Whether we like it or not, we utterly depend on the Great Man’s favor, and I have ground to make up. I want that consulship, even if it is by his grace and favor. You, Trebonius, deserve a consulship. And you, Antonius, have a lot of crawling and smarming to do if you’re ever going to get ahead.”
“Where is this going?” Antony demanded impatiently.
“To the fact that we daren’t remain in Rome like three cringing bitches,” Decimus said, returning to his habitual drawl. “We have to go to meet him on his way home—the sooner, the better. Once he reaches Rome, he’ll be buried under such a landslide of sycophancy that we’ll never get his ear. We’re all men he’s worked with for years, men he knows can general troops. It’s common knowledge that he intends to invade the Kingdom of the Parthians—well, we have to get to him quickly enough to secure senior legateships in that campaign. After Asia, Africa and Spain, he has dozens of men he knows can general troops, from Calvinus to Fabius Maximus. To some extent we’re has-beens, amici—Gaul is years in the past. So we have to reach him and remind him that we’re better than Calvinus or Fabius Maximus.”
The other two were listening avidly.
“I did very well out of Gaul,” Decimus Brutus continued, “but Parthian plunder would make me as rich as Pompeius Magnus used to be. Like you, Antonius, I have very expensive tastes. And since it’s the height of bad manners to murder a kinsman, we’ll have to find another source of money than Caesar’s will. I don’t know what you plan to do, but tomorrow I’m leaving to meet Caesar.”
“I’ll come with you,” Antony said instantly.
“And I,” said Trebonius, leaning back contentedly.
The subject had been broached, and the reaction of Caesar’s two kinsmen not unsatisfactory by any means. Just when Trebonius had decided that Caesar must die he wasn’t sure, for it had stolen up out of some layer of his mind where things went on beneath the level of thought, and it had nothing to do with noble intentions. It was founded in pure, unadulterated hatred: the hatred of the man with nothing for the man with everything.
5
When Brutus had finally returned from Italian Gaul he seemed, to his mother at any rate, in a very strange mood. That he had much enjoyed the work Caesar had given him was patent, yet he was more than usually absentminded, didn’t notice when Servilia picked and carped, wasn’t pierced by her barbs.
Most fascinating of all the changes in him was his skin. It had cleared up so dramatically that he was able to shave closely, and only the pockmarks remained to testify to that noisome affliction that had plagued him for almost twenty-five years. He and Gaius Cassius would be forty next year, ought to be candidates for the praetorship this year. A gift that now lay in Caesar’s purlieu.
Caesar! Caesar, who was inarguably the ruler of the world, as Servilia’s lover, Lucius Pontius Aquila, said to her at least once every time they met. A tribune of the plebs at the moment, Aquila chafed unbearably at his impotence; with a dictator in office, he could veto nothing the Dictator promulgated as a law, and burned to find something he could do to indicate his loathing of all that Caesar was and stood for.
As for Gaius Cassius, he grumbled around Rome with nothing much to do and little hope of that praetorship, frittered away his time with men like Cicero and Philippus. Much to Rome’s surprise, Cassius had suddenly abrogated Stoicism and espoused Epicureanism, for no reason Servilia could see beyond the fact that it devastated Brutus so much that Brutus was avoiding him. Not easy, when both of them visited Cicero interminably!
So Servilia devoted most of her own time to congress with Queen Cleopatra, desperately lonely in her marble mausoleum. Of course the Queen knew very well that Servilia had been Caesar’s mistress for years, but had made it plain that this did not affect their friendship. Rather, she seemed to regard it as a bond. An attitude of mind Servilia understood.
“Do you think he’ll ever come home?” she asked Servilia as May drew toward its end.
“I agree with Cicero—he has to,” Servilia stated firmly. “If he’s planning on going off to fight the Parthians, he has a great deal to do in Rome first.”
“Oh, Cicero!” said Cleopatra with a moue of distaste. “I don’t know when I’ve met a bigger poseur than Cicero.”
“He doesn’t like you either,” said Servilia.
“Mama,” cried Caesarion, galloping in astride a hobbyhorse, “Philomena says I can’t go outside!”
“If Philomena says you can’t go outside, my son, then you can’t go outside,” said Cleopatra.
“I can’t believe how like Caesar he is,” said Servilia with a hard lump in her throat. Oh, why wasn’t it I to give him a son? Mine would have been Roman, and patrician through and through.
The little boy galloped off with his usual sunny acceptance of Mama’s authority.
“To look at, yes,” said Cleopatra, smiling tenderly, “but can you imagine Caesar so obedient, even at that age?”
“Actually, no. Why can’t he go outside? It’s a perfect day for playing in the sun, and sunlight’s good for him.”
Cleopatra’s face clouded. “Yet another reason why I wish his father would return. The Transtiberini have been eluding my guards, and they prowl the grounds bent on mischief. They carry knives, and use them to slice up the nostrils or cut off ears. Some of our children Caesarion’s age have suffered, as well as my women servants.”
“My dear Cleopatra, what do you have guards for? Send the boy out under guard, don’t coop him up inside!”
“He’d insist on playing with the guards.”
“Why not?” asked Servilia, astonished.
“He can only play with his equals.”
Servilia pursed her lips. “My ancestry, Cleopatra, is very much better than yours, but even I can see no sense in that. He will soon learn to distinguish his equals, but in the meantime he will have sun, air and exercise.”
“I have a different solution,” said Cleopatra, looking stubborn.
“I can’t wait to hear it.”
“I’m going to have a high wall built all around my estate.”
“That won’t keep the Transtiberini out.”
“Yes, it will. I’ll have every cubit of it patrolled.”
Eyes rolling, Servilia gave up. Some months of Cleopatra’s company had shown her how different Roman women were from eastern ones. The Queen of Egypt might rule millions, but she didn’t have a particle of common sense. First meeting had demonstrated one very soothing fact: that whatever he felt for her, Caesar was not fathoms deep in love with Cleopatra. Probably, knowing him, he was intrigued at the thought of fathering a king he was acknowledged the father of; Caesar had bedded several queens, but they were all the wives of someone else. Whereas this queen was his, and his alone. Oh, she had her attractions. Though she had no common sense, she un
derstood laws and government. But the longer Servilia knew her, the less she worried about Queen Cleopatra.
Brutus was visiting a far different woman from Cleopatra; his first port of call upon returning to Rome had been Porcia, who had welcomed him ecstatically, but not offered her lips or one of those bear hugs that lifted Brutus clean off his feet. The reason was not lack of love, or second thoughts: the reason had a name. Statyllus.
Though he had originally been going to Brutus in Placentia, Statyllus ended in getting no farther than Rome, where he presented himself at Bibulus’s house and beseeched young Lucius Bibulus to take him in. As Lucius never thought to ask his stepmama what she thought, Porcia found herself back in an odd facsimile of Cato’s house during her childhood, taking a back seat to an eternally tippling philosopher, and watching Statyllus insidiously persuading Lucius to tipple as well. Oh, it wasn’t fair! Why hadn’t she pushed harder to send young Lucius off to Gnaeus Pompeius in Spain? He was old enough to be a contubernalis now, but he had been so disconsolate at Cato’s death that she had not felt it right to push. Once Statyllus arrived, she rued that.
Thus, her eyes drinking Brutus in but very aware of Statyllus in the background, Porcia held aloof.
“Dear Brutus, your skin has cleared up,” she said, dying to reach out and stroke his smooth, clean-shaven jaw.
“I think it’s you,” he said, a smile lighting his eyes.
“Your mother must be pleased.”
He snorted. “Her? She’s too busy huddling heads with that revolting foreigner across the Tiber.”
“Cleopatra? You do mean Cleopatra?”
“I certainly do. Servilia practically lives there.”
“I would have thought she’d be the last one Servilia wanted to stand on good terms with,” Porcia said, flabbergasted.
“I also, but apparently we’re wrong. Oh, I have no doubt that she has something nasty up her sleeve, but I have no idea what. She simply says that Cleopatra entertains her.”
Thus that first meeting got no further than a meeting of eyes, a shy exchange of glances; nor did any of the other meetings that followed progress beyond visual caresses. Sometimes it was just Statyllus standing watch, at other times Statyllus and Lucius.
In June, Brutus drew Porcia out of earshot and spoke with painful directness. “Porcia, will you marry me?” he asked.
She turned into a pillar of flame, alight from head to foot. “Yes, yes, yes!” she cried.
Brutus went home to send Claudia packing on the spot, so eager to divorce her that it never occurred to him to cite proper grounds, like childlessness. He just summoned her, handed her the bill of divorcement, and had her conveyed in a litter to her older brother, who roared loudly enough to be heard on the far side of the city, then came around to see the unfeeling husband.
“You can’t do this!” Appius Claudius shouted, striding up and down the atrium, too angry to wait until Brutus could shoo him into a more private environment.
Curious to see who was making such a fuss, Servilia appeared immediately; Brutus found himself facing an irate brother-in-law and an even more irate mother.
“You can’t do this!” Servilia echoed.
Perhaps it was his suddenly respectable face endowed Brutus with courage, or perhaps it was his love for Porcia; he himself wasn’t sure. Whatever the basis, he confronted both of them with chin up and eyes hard.
“I have already done it,” he said, “and that is the end of it. I do not like my wife. I have never liked my wife.”
“Then give her dowry back!” Appius Claudius Pulcher yelled.
Brutus raised his brows. “What dowry?” he asked. “Your late father never provided one. Now go away!” He turned on his heel, marched to his study, and bolted himself in.
“Nine years of marriage!” he could hear Appius Claudius saying to Servilia. “Nine years of marriage! I’ll have him in court!”
An hour later Servilia started pounding on the study door in a way that told the listening Brutus that she was prepared to go on pounding forever if necessary. Best get it over and done with—well, some of it, anyway. News of his plans for Porcia could wait. He opened the door with a resolute gesture and stood back.
“You fool!” Servilia snapped, black eyes flashing. “What did you do that for? You can’t divorce a woman as well liked and nice as Claudia for no reason!”
“I don’t care if all Rome likes her, I don’t like her.”
“You won’t earn any friends for this.”
“I don’t expect to, or want to.”
“This will set Rome by the ears! Brutus, she’s a Claudian of the highest rank! And dowryless! At least settle something on her so she has some financial independence,” Servilia said, her mood calming a little. Her eyes narrowed suddenly. “Just what are you up to?”
“I’m putting my house in order,” said Brutus.
“Settle some money on her.”
“Not a sestertius.”
Servilia ground her teeth, a sound which in the old days had reduced him to a shivering wreck. Now he endured it without any change in expression.
“Two hundred talents,” said Servilia.
“Not one sestertius, Mama.”
“You odious skinflint! Do you want all Rome to condemn you?”
“Go away,” said the worm, turned at last.
Which meant that it was Servilia who sent Claudia two hundred talents in an attempt to silence the clacking tongues. Lentulus Spinther the younger had just divorced his wife in scandalous circumstances too, but the sensation that had caused paled to insignificance beside the hitherto inoffensive Brutus’s coldhearted rejection of his poor, blameless, sweet little wife. And though he was universally condemned for it, Brutus went about unconcerned.
Very much aware that she had lost her ascendancy over her son, Servilia retired to the shadows to watch and wait. He was up to something, and time would reveal exactly what. His skin had quite healed; so, it seemed, had the spirit within him. But if he was under the illusion that his mother had no tricks left, he would soon learn otherwise.
Oh, what was the matter with her life? One disappointment after another for as long as she could remember.
Servilia might have been pardoned for presuming that when her son left Rome the next day for his villa in Tusculum, he did so to avoid her, but such was not the case. There was no room in his mind for his mother. Traveling the fifteen miles in a comfortable hired carpentum, Brutus had more agreeable things to think about: his new wife, Porcia, sat beside him.
With none but Lucius Caesar’s freedmen for witnesses, they had been married by the Chief Augur and flamen Quirinalis at his house; judging by his calm reception of their request that he marry them, Lucius Caesar might conduct unexpected weddings every day. He bound their hands together with his red leather strap, told them that they were now husband and wife, and wished them well at his front door. Though there was no one in Rome with whom he wished to share this fascinating piece of news, no sooner was the happy couple gone than he was at his desk writing to Cousin Gaius, en route from Spain to Rome.
Because it was so close to Rome, Tusculum was not possessed of those massive villas Rome’s mighty or wealthy owned in places like Misenum, Baiae and Herculaneum; Tusculan villas tended to be smallish and old, fairly close to the neighbors. On one boundary Brutus’s villa had Livius Drusus Nero’s place, on another Cato’s place (now the property of a decorated ex-centurion senator), the Via Tusculana on its third side, and Cicero’s villa on the fourth. This last was a nuisance, as Cicero was always popping around when he knew Brutus was in occupation, but when Brutus and Porcia arrived late in the afternoon, Brutus knew that Cicero’s schedule would not bring him knocking on their door that evening, even were he aware that Brutus was in residence.
The servants had prepared a meal which neither of the diners had the appetite to eat; as soon as it was proper to abandon the wedding feast, Brutus took Porcia on a tour of the house, then, quite terrified, led his new wife to h
er marriage bed. He knew from those talks with Porcia after she had married Bibulus that her opinion of connubial intimacy was not high, and he knew that his own sexual prowess was minimal.
The flesh had never plagued Brutus during adolescence and young manhood the way it seemed to plague most men; what natural urges he had experienced had been channeled into intellectual pursuits. A great deal of this had been Cato’s fault, for Cato believed that a man should go to his wife quite as virginal as she; that was the old Roman way, as well as a part of Cato’s interpretation of Stoicism. But some of it had been due to Servilia, whose contempt for his lack of masculinity had stripped him of confidence in all the avenues of his life. And then there had been Julia, whom he had loved so ardently for so long. Nine years younger than he, Julia was never the recipient of anything more than a chaste kiss; then, when she was seventeen and Brutus’s wait almost over, Caesar had married her to Pompey the Great. A terrible business, made worse because Servilia had taken huge pleasure in telling him that Julia was ardently in love with her old man, that she had found Brutus boring and ugly.
Despite marriage to Bibulus, Porcia was hardly better prepared for this wedding night than Brutus, for Bibulus had been married twice before, to two Domitias of the Ahenobarbi, both of whom that arch-predator, Caesar, had seduced. Eighteen years old, she had been given to Bibulus by her father arbitrarily, and found herself the bride of an embittered man in his late forties, a man who already had two sons by his first Domitia, and then Lucius by his second Domitia. Enormously flattered though Bibulus was by Cato’s gift of his only daughter, she didn’t exactly suit his tastes. For one thing, she was six feet tall to his five feet four; for another, Porcia was not every man’s idea of a beautiful woman.
Bibulus had done his duty in a rather indifferent way, made no attempt to please her, and then sat back to revel in the fact that his third wife was Cato’s daughter: that this was one wife Caesar could never plunder. Only the gods knew what might have happened had Bibulus returned to Rome after governing Syria; his two elder sons were murdered in Alexandria, which left him Lucius. Had he returned, he may well have decided to sire children by Porcia. But he didn’t, of course. Caesar had crossed the Rubicon while Bibulus lingered in Ephesus, and Rome never saw him again. Porcia became a widow without ever being a well-used wife.