Prowling up her body, he said, "If I am the menace, then you must be the trouble."
Delight sparked in her, the fangs she sank into his throat all about play.
"Kitty, I seriously don't know how you drink through those tiny, tiny things. Are you sure they're not just for show?"
She sank her fangs deeper in punishment.
Laughing, he tumbled them over so that she was on top. She kissed the wounds closed, detoured to devour his mouth, before slithering down his body to attack the top button on his jeans and undo his zipper. She'd stripped him bare in a matter of seconds, his impatient, fiery lover.
Holly would never treat him as anything but an equal. They both knew he was stronger, faster, but that was simply a consequence of time. All he had to do was be with her as she grew into her own strength. But . . . that was a gift that could yet be stolen, their future torn to bloody shreds.
Not here. Not in this bed.
This time was theirs; he'd allow nothing to destroy it.
Drawing her up over his body on that silent vow, he palmed her breasts again before sliding his hands to the curve of her waist to bring her over his erection. "Come on, then, my wild Holly," he murmured. "Ride me."
Teeth sinking into her lower lip, she rose up, then oh-so-slowly took the hard ridge of his erection inside herself. A shudder rocked him. He watched her move with erotic grace, a thin layer of muscle underlying her skin and her pleasure in him unhidden, and he stood no chance. None at all.
"Tushar."
That was all it took. His name. His long-ago true name on her lips and his back bowed as he lost control for the first time in hundreds of years.
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Venom and Holly spent the next three days in a cocoon of privacy that shut out the world and all its horrors. They loved, they played, he cooked for her all the things she wanted to eat. When she needed to talk to her family, he sat with her, holding her close and lending her his strength so that she could laugh with them without betraying the battle on the horizon, the fight for her very survival.
"If I die," she'd said to him, "if the only way to contain Uram is to end me, then I want you to tell my family that I died in an accident. A simple crash that burned my body to ash, a crash I never saw coming." Her hand in his hair, her gaze telling him she knew exactly what it would cost him to keep that promise. "I want them to believe I went out smiling."
In pursuit of her goal, she told her family that she'd come to Europe with Venom on a little runaway trip. Romantic and fun. She left out the danger and the horror and the blood. And when it was done, she put away her phone and she curled into him and they didn't speak of what was to come.
Venom spent hours in bed with her, just holding her as she held him in turn. "I had six brothers and three sisters," he told her on the third night, the sheets tangled around their legs and their bodies aligned, breaths kissing.
"You were the oldest, weren't you?"
Venom nodded. "My youngest siblings, they were still children when I decided to become a vampire." It was hard even now to look back at what had once been, the noisy, laughing family that had once existed. "You see, my father, he was a good man, but he wasn't the best businessman and he could deny my mother nothing. Not silks bought directly from the best merchants, not jewels that caught her eye, not the most piquant spices."
Frown marring her brow, Holly asked the question he'd known she would--because, for Holly, love didn't seek to insulate to the point of blindness. Love was wide-open eyes and a raw honesty that permitted no barriers. "Didn't your mother wonder where it all came from?"
"She was convinced we were wealthy, but when my father died, we discovered our inn was heavily in debt." Venom felt the reverberation from that blow through time. "The creditors he'd managed to mollify to that point demanded an immediate sale."
"You loved that place."
"I'd worked in the kitchen since I was ten. It was my home." Closing his hand over hers where she'd placed it on his heart, he took a breath infused with aching memory. "Not that it mattered--by that point, the debts were so substantial that a sale would've left us homeless paupers."
Tears wet on his sisters' cheeks.
White-faced shock in the faces of those of his brothers who'd been old enough to comprehend the dire reality.
His mother's grief-stricken wails.
"As the eldest son, I had to make the choice, and the only choice I could make that would save them all was to become a vampire." He remembered sitting alone in the inn's kitchen, the accounts open in front of him and his heart cold with realization.
"How?" Holly frowned. "Vampires don't get a payout until after the century of service."
"Neha was a familiar face at the inn." An archangel who had a liking for Venom's cooking, and whose patronage gave the inn such cachet that, had the inn been managed well, they would've never ended up in such grim financial straits. "I spoke to her about our situation in the aftermath of my father's death--"
"Hold on." Holly's eyes were wide. "You just rocked up to speak to an archangel while you were still a mortal? Funny, you don't look demented."
His lips kicked up. "The first time she requested to speak to the chef after stopping at the inn because she'd heard good things about it from her squadrons, I'd just turned seventeen and I'm sure my bones clattered from knocking against each other." Never in his life had he been near anyone who burned with such violent power. "But when she kept dropping by . . . well, a chef has his own arrogance--and what seventeen-year-old boy wouldn't be puffed up with self-importance by an archangel's open pleasure in his creations?"
Laughing in an affectionate way that told him she saw the boy he'd once been, Holly said, "So by the time your father died, you were used to talking with her?"
Venom nodded. "She was, I think, sincerely sorry for my grief--I had become a person to her, not just another mortal who'd exist then die in an immortal heartbeat." He wasn't so certain she'd been truly aware of anyone else in his family. "When I told her our situation, she reiterated her invitation for me to become a vampire--and offered to advance me three quarters of my post-Contract payout. It was more than enough to cover the debts and keep the inn going."
The Queen of Poisons had also authorized the Making of the woman to whom he'd been betrothed, the match arranged by Venom's father just two weeks prior to his death. And that choice, to become a vampire or not, had been solely Aneera's. No one would've held a broken betrothal against her, not in those circumstances, but she'd hungered for near-immortality, been ecstatic at the chance.
"Say what you will about Neha," Venom murmured, thinking of the horrific torture of his actual Making, "but she is not ungenerous. Not human in any sense, but not evil, either."
"And after you sold yourself into bondage for your family," Holly bit out, "they turned their backs on you?" It was a cutting denunciation.
Shaking his head, Venom ran his fingers through her hair. "They weren't sophisticated folk, Holly. They didn't know something like me could exist."
"Bullshit." Holly's tone took no prisoners. "My parents didn't know. My sister didn't. Neither did my brothers. And yet you've witnessed how they treat me. What your family did to you was a horrible, nasty thing and you're allowed to be angry."
Venom went motionless.
All this time, all these centuries and he hadn't admitted it wasn't only grief that he carried deep within, but a primal anger that the people he should've been able to trust without compunction had forsaken him in his darkest hour.
Releasing a shuddering breath, he gripped Holly's hip hard and said, "Yes, I'm angry. I've always been angry." It was a searing heat inside him. "The young ones, I don't blame. Mohan was only five. Later, when he was an old man, he made overtures. He wanted to see his bhai, introduce me to his descendants. But I couldn't go."
Venom fisted his hand in Holly's hair as the memories crashed through him. "I'd seen too many of them die by then. I stood in the shadows through the decades and I watched the
ir pyres burn one by one, until my mother and all nine of my brothers and sisters were gone, and I was the only one left."
Tears burned his eyes, tears he'd never allowed to fall.
Holly tucked his head gently down to her shoulder, saying nothing, just holding him. And then, the man with the viper's heart, the man the world thought as cold as the snakes that marked his eyes, cried tears that were very much human.
*
Raphael got in touch two hours later.
*
It was in the gray hour before dawn of the next day that Venom spotted Raphael high in the sky above Michaela's stronghold, at precisely the time the sire had told Venom to expect him. Venom and Holly were hiding in the forest out of sight of the sentries, ready to move the instant Raphael gave the order.
Venom. The single word sang with a power so immense and dangerous that even most immortals wouldn't be able to bear it.
To Venom, it represented a loyalty he'd chosen and one that would never hold him in chains. Sire, he replied, we're ready.
Michaela appeared above her stronghold right then, flying up to meet Raphael on wings of finest bronze.
Raphael's voice in Venom's head again. Get to the location.
We're on our way. Turning to Holly, he nodded, and they both began to move. The two of them had already known they'd have to get in on their own; Raphael was dead certain Michaela would, under no circumstances, permit anyone in that turret.
Regardless, Venom had every confidence the sire would get in.
As for him and Holly . . . "You remember how we practiced, kitty?"
She winked at him, this wild and strong woman who was probably racing to her death. When they ran into the first guard, she caught the vampire's gaze like a champion, mesmerized him in a matter of heartbeats.
Venom took the next--much older--one. Then it got hard. They no longer had tree cover or darkness and the angelic squadrons had begun to buzz closer with Raphael in the air with their mistress. Those squadrons could do nothing if it came to a battle between archangels, but their loyalty to Michaela would allow nothing less than utmost vigilance.
For that, they had Venom's respect.
"Venom, it wants me to . . ." Breaking off her words, Holly slid her arm around his waist, bit down hard on her lower lip . . . and they ceased to exist.
He whistled soundlessly. "That's a good trick, Hollyberry."
"It's the proximity to what's up in that turret--he's stronger." A trickle of sweat dripped down her temple, her eyes glowing such a vibrant acidic green that it would've made her stand out like a cat deep in the night had anyone else been able to see them.
*
Holly felt a little sick at having listened to that mad whisper.
Not that there was any point doing otherwise. The echo of Uram had spread stealthily into every part of her during the run here, now felt fused into her cells. Holly might have cried at the loss of herself, but there was no time for tears, for sorrow. If this went as predicted, she'd be gone before she ever had the chance to mourn who she'd once been.
It was a good choice, she told her screaming heart; she'd go out destroying an evil that shouldn't exist. "This," she whispered through her focus, "what we're doing. It's important."
"Yes," said the fascinating, beautiful, aggravating man with whom she wanted to explore eternity. "It might be the most important thing either of us ever does."
Holly nodded. She'd needed to hear that, needed to know that the pain she'd cause would be for a reason.
Mia, Wes, Alvin . . .
Holly couldn't think about her brothers and sister without emotion overwhelming her in a crushing wave. And when it came to Venom, she simply couldn't think about it, full stop. She'd done a terrible thing. She'd brought him out of the self-protective cocoon in which he'd existed for three hundred and fifty years only to teach him that he should've stayed deep within it.
The woman who came after her would have one hell of a job getting through the carapace he'd grow around himself. Because Venom's dirty secret was that he loved too long, too hard, too much. "Promise me," she whispered.
"What?"
"That you'll love again."
A deadly stillness in his muscles. "Focus on the glamour, kitty."
Holly went to respond when a large angelic squadron flew right overhead. She froze despite herself, only continuing forward when they didn't so much as glance in her direction. The sleek Abyssinian cats did, however, prowling up and hissing from a distance, but those cats were too far below the squadrons for the angels to hear and become suspicious.
Her arm began to tremble around Venom as they walked into the stronghold through the open front entrance, her entire body taut enough to snap and the hard-faced guards on either side blind to their passage.
His own arm came around her waist, strong and warm and unwavering.
Hold, girl.
Gritting her teeth at the aristocratic command, Holly fought not to throw up. Whatever part of Uram lived in her, it was growing stronger inside her, becoming more and more a separate personality.
The walk up the stairs to the mezzanine floor was an exercise in brazen confidence. She and Venom passed within inches of a tall vampire so powerful she made the hairs rise on the back of Holly's neck. The well-built blonde woman frowned, stopped, and looked around, her hand on the hilt of her sword . . . before finally shaking her head and continuing on down the stairs.
Holly had been aware of Venom going dead silent beside her, even as he reached back a hand to close it over the hilt of one of the two blades he wore on his back.
Now, he relaxed his ready stance and they carried on without bloodshed.
Only to enter the mezzanine and find an angel standing directly in front of the turret door. The angel, his wings white streaked by gray, wasn't looking at them, couldn't see them. But Holly could feel the pulse of his power buffeting her even from halfway across the floor.
Venom spoke right against her ear. "He's mine."
Removing her arm with exquisite care once they were only a foot away from the suddenly tautly alert angel, Holly tapped Venom's back once to let him know she was about to drop the glamour . . . and then she did. The angel's hand moved with predator speed to the hilt of his sword, his body reacting even before his mind understood what it was he'd seen. Venom, however, had already mesmerized him.
It wasn't, Holly quickly realized, in any way an easy capture.
Venom's opponent was strong--and he was fighting the compulsion. It was there in the rigid line of his jaw, the locked fury of his muscles. A vein pulsed in Venom's temple. She could tell he was using every ounce of his power to force the angel to move away from the door step by single excruciating step.
There. Just enough of a gap to get to the door.
Breaking the lock with a pulse of power, Holly stepped inside. Venom slipped in viper fast behind her; shutting the door, he held the broken lock in position. "I managed to cloud the guard's mind," he murmured to her. "He shouldn't remember us, but he was too strong to fool totally. He'll feel--"
The doorknob was tested right then from the other side. Venom made sure it moved only as much as it would have had the lock been unbroken. The angel stopped, as if satisfied the lock was as it should be. But Venom didn't step away, despite the urgency of their task. Three painfully slow minutes later, the doorknob was tested again.
Only after that test was over did Venom release the doorknob and nod at her to go ahead. Holly had had to fight the compulsion to race up the entire time they'd stood waiting for the guard to be satisfied. No way had she been about to leave Venom alone to face an angel who had to be a couple of thousand years old at least and powerful with it.
But the defiance had taken everything she had.
The otherness in her an icy rush through her veins, she flowed up the steps as if she were made of living acid. Even Venom, fast as he was, couldn't keep up with her. She'd broken the foolish padlock and was in the turret room almost before she was aw
are of taking the first step.
The host inside the crib glowed in time with the beat of her heart and that was as it should be. It was part of him. And he was an archangel.
He was Uram.
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Venom had never seen anything move like Holly had just moved. She'd been untrackable with the eye--and he had better tracking senses than most beings on the planet. He was out of breath when he reached her.
Horror slammed into him like a concrete fist.
She stood staring down at the crib; behind her glowed acid green wings spread wide. Those serrated wings made of illusion and power reached the floor, were angelic in size. And they were held with warrior control.
Her head jerked toward him at that instant. "You," she said, and her voice wasn't hers. It was deeper, masculine, the tone arrogant with age and power. "Open the roof."
Open the roof?
Venom looked up, and spotted what he hadn't during their first incursion. The entire ceiling came together like a jigsaw, with locks designed to fall in place. Now the narrow staircase made sense. Michaela had never come up those stairs. Looking around, he quickly found the control--it was easy to see once you knew it must be present in a position Michaela could easily access once inside. Before, he'd dismissed it as just another light switch.
Michaela must have a remote to open it from the outside.
He glanced at Holly as he reached the switch and, though it enraged him to see her swallowed up by a mad being who should be long dead, he played the game. For better or worse, this would finish here today. That was what Holly wanted, and Venom would do anything for Holly, this strange, wild, beautiful creature who'd come into his life and taught him that it was all right to be weird and different. That you could be loved not in spite of it all, but simply because you were you.
"Should I do it at once, Archangel?" He made his tone respectful, as it should be when addressing the man he served. Uram wasn't his sire, would never hold that position of respect and honor in his heart, but he was talking to a madness. And that madness gave him a pleased smile and an incline of the head.
Venom pushed the button, turning his face skyward.
He glimpsed Raphael and Michaela at the same time that they became aware of the roof splitting apart like a huge metal flower, the "petals" slowly rising up and away from the central point. The two archangels were almost directly above, though some distance up. Michaela dropped first, spreading out her stunning wings to control her rapid descent; her hair flew up in a tumble of mahogany and dawn-kissed gold behind her.