Page 16 of A Farewell to Arms

"How's your leg, Tenente?"

  "Fine," I said. Standing on the step and looking up ahead I could see Piani's car pulling out onto the little side-road and starting up it, his car showing through the hedge of bare branches. Bonello turned off and followed him and then Piani worked his way out and we followed the two ambulances ahead along the narrow road between hedges. It led to a farmhouse. We found Piani and Bonello stopped in the farmyard. The house was low and long with a trellis with a grape-vine over the door. There was a well in the yard and Piani was getting up water to fill his radiator. So much going in low gear had boiled it out. The farmhouse was deserted. I looked back down the road, the farmhouse was on a slight elevation above the plain, and we could see over the country, and saw the road, the hedges, the fields and the line of trees along the main road where the retreat was passing. The two sergeants were looking through the house. The girls were awake and looking at the courtyard, the well and the two big ambulances in front of the farmhouse, with three drivers at the well. One of the sergeants came out with a clock in his hand.

  "Put it back," I said. He looked at me, went in the house and came back without the clock.

  "Where's your partner?" I asked.

  "He's gone to the latrine." He got up on the seat of the ambulance. He was afraid we would leave him.

  "What about breakfast, Tenente?" Bonello asked. "We could eat something. It wouldn't take very long."

  "Do you think this road going down on the other side will lead to anything?"

  "Sure."

  "All right. Let's eat." Piani and Bonello went in the house.

  "Come on," Aymo said to the girls. He held his hand to help them down. The older sister shook her head. They were not going into any deserted house. They looked after us.

  "They are difficult," Aymo said. We went into the farmhouse together. It was large and dark, an abandoned feeling. Bonello and Piani were in the kitchen.

  "There's not much to eat," Piani said. "They've cleaned it out." Bonello sliced a big cheese on the heavy kitchen table.

  "Where was the cheese?"

  "In the cellar. Piani found wine too and apples."

  "That's a good breakfast."

  Piani was taking the wooden cork out of a big wicker-covered wine jug. He tipped it and poured a copper pan full.

  "It smells all right," he said. "Find some beakers, Barto."

  The two sergeants came in.

  "Have some cheese, sergeants," Bonello said.

  "We should go," one of the sergeants said, eating his cheese and drinking a cup of wine.

  "We'll go. Don't worry," Bonello said.

  "An army travels on its stomach," I said.

  "What?" asked the sergeant.

  "It's better to eat."

  "Yes. But time is precious."

  "I believe the bastards have eaten already," Piani said. The sergeants looked at him. They hated the lot of us.

  "You know the road?" one of them asked me.

  "No," I said. They looked at each other.

  "We would do best to start," the first one said.

  "We are starting," I said. I drank another cup of the red wine. It tasted very good after the cheese and apple.

  "Bring the cheese," I said and went out. Bonello came out carrying the great jug of wine.

  "That's too big," I said. He looked at it regretfully.

  "I guess it is," he said. "Give me the canteens to fill." He filled the canteens and some of the wine ran out on the stone paving of the courtyard. Then he picked up the wine jug and put it just inside the door.

  "The Austrians can find it without breaking the door down," he said.

  "We'll roll." I said. "Piani and I will go ahead." The two engineers were already on the seat beside Bonello. The girls were eating cheese and apples. Aymo was smoking. We started off down the narrow road. I looked back at the two cars coming and the farmhouse. It was a fine, low, solid stone house and the ironwork of the well was very good. Ahead of us the road was narrow and muddy and there was a high hedge on either side. Behind, the cars were following closely.

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  At noon we were stuck in a muddy road about, as nearly as we could figure, ten kilometres from Udine. The rain had stopped during the forenoon and three times we had heard planes coming, seen them pass overhead, watched them go far to the left and heard them bombing on the main highroad. We had worked through a network of secondary roads and had taken many roads that were blind, but had always, by backing up and finding another road, gotten closer to Udine. Now, Aymo's car, in backing so that we might get out of a blind road, had gotten into the soft earth at the side and the wheels, spinning, had dug deeper and deeper until the car rested on its differential. The thing to do now was to dig out in front of the wheels, put in brush so that the chains could grip, and then push until the car was on the road. We were all down on the road around the car. The two sergeants looked at the car and examined the wheels. Then they started off down the road without a word. I went after them.

  "Come on," I said. "Cut some brush."

  "We have to go," one said.

  "Get busy," I said, "and cut brush."

  "We have to go," one said. The other said nothing. They were in a hurry to start. They would not look at me.

  "I order you to come back to the car and cut brush," I said. The one sergeant turned. "We have to go on. In a little while you will be cut off. You can't order us. You're not our officer."

  "I order you to cut brush," I said. They turned and started down the road.

  "Halt," I said. They kept on down the muddy road, the hedge on either side. "I order you to halt," I called. They went a little faster. I opened up my holster, took the pistol, aimed at the one who had talked the most, and fired. I missed and they both started to run. I shot three times and dropped one. The other went through the hedge and was out of sight. I fired at him through the hedge as he ran across the field. The pistol clicked empty and I put in another clip. I saw it was too far to shoot at the second sergeant. He was far across the field, running, his head held low. I commenced to reload the empty clip. Bonello came up.

  "Let me go finish him," he said. I handed him the pistol and he walked down to where the sergeant of engineers lay face down across the road. Bonello leaned over, put the pistol against the man's head and pulled the trigger. The pistol did not fire.

  "You have to cock it," I said. He cocked it and fired twice. He took hold of the sergeant's legs and pulled him to the side of the road so he lay beside the hedge. He came back and handed me the pistol.

  "The son of a bitch," he said. He looked toward the sergeant. "You see me shoot him, Tenente?"

  "We've got to get the brush quickly," I said. "Did I hit the other one at all?"

  "I don't think so," Aymo said. "He was too far away to hit with a pistol."

  "The dirty scum," Piani said. We were all cutting twigs and branches. Everything had been taken out of the car. Bonello was digging out in front of the wheels. When we were ready Aymo started the car and put it into gear. The wheels spun round throwing brush and mud. Bonello and I pushed until we could feel our joints crack. The car would not move.

  "Rock her back and forth, Barto," I said.

  He drove the engine in reverse, then forward. The wheels only dug in deeper. Then the car was resting on the differential again, and the wheels spun freely in the holes they had dug. I straightened up.

  "We'll try her with a rope," I said.

  "I don't think it's any use, Tenente. You can't get a straight pull."

  "We have to try it," I said. "She won't come out any other way."

  Piani's and Bonello's cars could only move straight ahead down the narrow road. We roped both cars together and pulled. The wheels only pulled sideways against the ruts.

  "It's no good," I shouted. "Stop it."

  Piani and Bonello got down from their cars and came back. Aymo got down. The girls were up the road about forty yards sitting on a stone wall.
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  "What do you say, Tenente?" Bonello asked.

  "We'll dig out and try once more with the brush," I said. I looked down the road. It was my fault. I had led them up here. The sun was almost out from behind the clouds and the body of the sergeant lay beside the hedge.

  "We'll put his coat and cape under," I said. Bonello went to get them. I cut brush and Aymo and Piani dug out in front and between the wheels. I cut the cape, then ripped it in two, and laid it under the wheel in the mud, then piled brush for the wheels to catch. We were ready to start and Aymo got up on the seat and started the car. The wheels spun and we pushed and pushed. But it wasn't any use.

  "It's --ed," I said. "Is there anything you want in the car, Barto?"

  Aymo climbed up with Bonello, carrying the cheese and two bottles of wine and his cape. Bonello, sitting behind the wheel, was looking through the pockets of the sergeant's coat.

  "Better throw the coat away," I said. "What about Barto's virgins?"

  "They can get in the back," Piani said. "I don't think we are going far."

  I opened the back door of the ambulance.

  "Come on," I said. "Get in." The two girls climbed in and sat in the corner. They seemed to have taken no notice of the shooting. I looked back up the road. The sergeant lay in his dirty long-sleeved underwear. I got up with Piani and we started. We were going to try to cross the field. When the road entered the field I got down and walked ahead. If we could get across, there was a road on the other side. We could not get across. It was too soft and muddy for the cars. When they were finally and completely stalled, the wheels dug in to the hubs, we left them in the field and started on foot for Udine.

  When we came to the road which led back toward the main highway I pointed down it to the two girls.

  "Go down there," I said. "You'll meet people." They looked at me. I took out my pocket-book and gave them each a ten-lira note. "Go down there," I said, pointing. "Friends! Family!"

  They did not understand but they held the money tightly and started down the road. They looked back as though they were afraid I might take the money back. I watched them go down the road, their shawls close around them, looking back apprehensively at us. The three drivers were laughing.

  "How much will you give me to go in that direction, Tenente?" Bonello asked.

  "They're better off in a bunch of people than alone if they catch them," I said.

  "Give me two hundred lire and I'll walk straight back toward Austria," Bonello said.

  "They'd take it away from you," Piani said.

  "Maybe the war will be over," Aymo said. We were going up the road as fast as we could. The sun was trying to come through. Beside the road were mulberry trees. Through the trees I could see our two big moving-vans of cars stuck in the field. Piani looked back too.

  "They'll have to build a road to get them out," he said.

  "I wish to Christ we had bicycles," Bonello said.

  "Do they ride bicycles in America?" Aymo asked.

  "They used to."

  "Here it is a great thing," Aymo said. "A bicycle is a splendid thing."

  "I wish to Christ we had bicycles," Bonello said. "I'm no walker."

  "Is that firing?" I asked. I thought I could hear firing a long way away.

  "I don't know," Aymo said. He listened.

  "I think so," I said.

  "The first thing we will see will be the cavalry," Piani said.

  "I don't think they've got any cavalry."

  "I hope to Christ not," Bonello said. "I don't want to be stuck on a lance by any--cavalry."

  "You certainly shot that sergeant, Tenente," Piani said. We were walking fast.

  "I killed him," Bonello said. "I never killed anybody in this war, and all my life I've wanted to kill a sergeant."

  "You killed him on the sit all right," Piani said. "He wasn't flying very fast when you killed him."

  "Never mind. That's one thing I can always remember. I killed that--of a sergeant."

  "What will you say in confession?" Aymo asked.

  "I'll say, 'Bless me, father, I killed a sergeant." They all laughed.

  "He's an anarchist," Piani said. "He doesn't go to church."

  "Piani's an anarchist too," Bonello said.

  "Are you really anarchists?" I asked.

  "No, Tenente. We're socialists. We come from Imola."

  "Haven't you ever been there?"

  "No."

  "By Christ it's a fine place, Tenente. You come there after the war and we'll show you something."

  "Are you all socialists?"

  "Everybody."

  "Is it a fine town?"

  "Wonderful. You never saw a town like that."

  "How did you get to be socialists?"

  "We're all socialists. Everybody is a socialist. We've always been socialists."

  "You come, Tenente. We'll make you a socialist too."

  Ahead the road turned off to the left and there was a little hill and, beyond a stone wall, an apple orchard. As the road went uphill they ceased talking. We walked along together all going fast against time.

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  Later we were on a road that led to a river. There was a long line of abandoned trucks and carts on the road leading up to the bridge. No one was in sight. The river was high and the bridge had been blown up in the centre; the stone arch was fallen into the river and the brown water was going over it. We went on up the bank looking for a place to cross. Up ahead I knew there was a railway bridge and I thought we might be able to get across there. The path was wet and muddy. We did not see any troops; only abandoned trucks and stores. Along the river bank there was nothing and no one but the wet brush and muddy ground. We went up to the bank and finally we saw the railway bridge.

  "What a beautiful bridge," Aymo said. It was a long plain iron bridge across what was usually a dry river-bed.

  "We'd better hurry and get across before they blow it up," I said.

  "There's nobody to blow it up," Piani said. "They're all gone."

  "It's probably mined," Bonello said. "You cross first, Tenente."

  "Listen to the anarchist," Aymo said. "Make him go first."

  "I'll go," I said. "It won't be mined to blow up with one man."

  "You see," Piani said. "That is brains. Why haven't you brains, anarchist?"

  "If I had brains I wouldn't be here," Bonello said.

  "That's pretty good, Tenente," Aymo said.

  "That's pretty good," I said. We were close to the bridge now. The sky had clouded over again and it was raining a little. The bridge looked long and solid. We climbed up the embankment.

  "Come one at a time," I said and started across the bridge. I watched the ties and the rails for any trip-wires or signs of explosive but I saw nothing. Down below the gaps in the ties the river ran muddy and fast. Ahead across the wet countryside I could see Udine in the rain. Across the bridge I looked back. Just up the river was another bridge. As I watched, a yellow mud-colored motor car crossed it. The sides of the bridge were high and the body of the car, once on, was out of sight. But I saw the heads of the driver, the man on the seat with him, and the two men on the rear seat. They all wore German helmets. Then the car was over the bridge and out of sight behind the trees and the abandoned vehicles on the road. I waved to Aymo who was crossing and to the others to come on. I climbed down and crouched beside the railway embankment. Aymo came down with me.

  "Did you see the car?" I asked.

  "No. We were watching you."

  "A German staff car crossed on the upper bridge."

  "A staff car?"

  "Yes."

  "Holy Mary."

  The others came and we all crouched in the mud behind the embankment, looking across the rails at the bridge, the line of trees, the ditch and the road.

  "Do you think we're cut off then, Tenente?"

  "I don't know. All I know is a German staff car went along that road."

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sp; "You don't feel funny, Tenente? You haven't got strange feelings in the head?"

  "Don't be funny, Bonello."

  "What about a drink?" Piani asked. "If we're cut off we might as well have a drink." He unhooked his canteen and uncorked it.

  "Look! Look!" Aymo said and pointed toward the road. Along the top of the stone bridge we could see German helmets moving. They were bent forward and moved smoothly, almost supernatu rally, along. As they came off the bridge we saw them. They were bicycle troops. I saw the faces of the first two. They were ruddy and healthy-looking. Their helmets came iow down over their foreheads and the side of their faces. Their carbines were clipped to the frame of the bicycles. Stick bombs hung handle down from their belts. Their helmets and their gray uniforms were wet and they rode easily, looking ahead and to both sides. There were two--then four in line, then two, then almost a dozen; then another dozen-- then one alone. They did not talk but we could not have heard them because of the noise from the river. They were gone out of sight up the road.

  "Holy Mary," Aymo said.

  "They were Germans," Piani said. "Those weren't Austrians."

  "Why isn't there somebody here to stop them?" I said. "Why haven't they blown the bridge up? Why aren't there machine-guns along this embankment?"

  "You tell us, Tenente," Bonello said.

  I was very angry.

  "The whole bloody thing is crazy. Down below they blow up a little bridge. Here they leave a bridge on the main road. Where is everybody? Don't they try and stop them at all?"

  "You tell us, Tenente," Bonello said. I shut up. It was none of my business; all I had to do was to get to Pordenone with three ambulances. I had failed at that. All I had to do now was get to Pordenone. I probably could not even get to Udine. The hell I couldn't. The thing to do was to be calm and not get shot or captured.

  "Didn't you have a canteen open?" I asked Piani. He handed it to me. I took a long drink. "We might as well start," I said. "There's no hurry though. Do you want to eat something?"

  "This is no place to stay," Bonello said.

  "All right. We'll start."

  "Should we keep on this side--out of sight?"

  "We'd be better off on top. They may come along this bridge too. We don't want them on top of us before we see them."

  We walked along the railroad track. On both sides of us stretched the wet plain. Ahead across the plain was the hill of Udine. The roofs fell away from the castle on the hill. We could see the campanile and the clock-tower. There were many mulberry trees in the fields. Ahead I saw a place where the rails were torn up. The ties had been dug out too and thrown down the embankment.

  "Down! down!" Aymo said. We dropped down beside the embankment. There was another group of bicyclists passing along the road. I looked over the edge and saw them go on.

  "They saw us but they went on," Aymo said.

  "We'll get killed up there, Tenente," Bonello said.

  "They don't want us," I said. "They're after something else. We're in more danger if they should come on us suddenly."

  "I'd rather walk here out of sight," Bonello said.

  "All right. We'll walk along the tracks."

  "Do you think we can get through?" Aymo asked.

  "Sure. There aren't very many of them yet. We'll go through in the dark."