“More than likely,” answered Caterix, smiling.
“You think he will thank you for saving him?”
“His thanks are not important.”
“Yet you may have saved him only to allow him to butcher other innocent people—to rape more young girls.”
“I am not responsible for his deeds, Galead, only my own. No man willingly allows those he loves to suffer hurt and pain.”
“I do not disagree with that,” said Galead. “Love is a fine emotion. But he is not someone you love.”
“Of course he is. He is a brother.”
“You know him?”
“No, I do not mean a brother of the flesh. But he—like you—is my brother. And I must help him. It is very simple.”
“This is no way to deal with an enemy, Caterix.”
The old man looked down at the wounded robber. “What better way is there of dealing with enemies than making them your friends?”
Galead walked back to his horse and stepped into the saddle. He tugged on the reins, and the beast began to walk along the trail. Pilaras was gathering herbs at the wayside, and she smiled as he passed.
Touching his heels to the horse’s sides, he rode for the coast.
Culain sat beneath the stars on his sixteenth night at the Isle of Crystal. Every morning he would wake to find food and drink on a wooden tray outside the tower; every evening the empty dishes would be removed. Often he would catch a glimpse of a shadowy figure on the path below, but always he would walk back inside the tower, allowing his nocturnal visitors the solitude they so obviously desired.
But on this night a moon shadow fell across him as he sat, and he looked up to see the woman in white, her face shrouded by a high hood.
“Welcome, lady,” he said, gesturing her to seat herself. As she did so, he saw that beneath the hood she wore a veil. “Is there need for such modesty even here?” he asked.
“Especially here, Culain.” She threw back the hood and removed the veil, and his breath caught in his throat as the moonlight bathed the pale face he knew so well.
“Gian?” he whispered, half rising and moving toward her.
“Stay where you are,” she told him, her voice stern and lacking all emotion.
“But they told me you were dead.”
“I was tired of your visits, and I was dead to you.” There were silver streaks in her hair and fine lines about the eyes and mouth, but to Culain the queen had lost none of her beauty. “And yet now you are here once more,” she continued, “and once more you torment me. Why did you bring him to me?”
“I did not know you were here.”
“I have spent sixteen years trying to forget the past and its tragedies. I thought I had succeeded. You, I decided, were a young girl’s fantasy. As a child I loved you and in so doing destroyed my chance for happiness. As a lonely queen I loved you and in so doing destroyed my son. For several years I hated you, Culain, but that passed. Now there is only indifference—both to you and to the Blood King my husband became.”
“You know, of course, that your son did not die?”
“I know many things, Lance Lord. But what I desire to know most is when you will leave this isle.”
“You have become a hard woman, Gian.”
“I am not Gian Avur, not your little Fawn of the Forest. I am Morgana of the Isle, though I have other names, I am told. You should know how that feels, Culain, you who were Apollo, and Aeneas, and Cunobelin the king, and so many valiant others.”
“I have heard the leader of this community called the Fey Witch. I would never have dreamed it was you. What has happened to you, Laitha?”
“The world changed me, Lance Lord, and I care no longer for it or for any creature that lives in it.”
“Then why are you here in this sacred place? It is a center for healing and peace.”
“And so it remains. The sisters are spectacularly successful, but I and others spend our time with the true mysteries: the threads that link the stars, the patterns that weave through human lives, crisscrossing and joining, shaping the world’s destiny. I used to call it God, but now I see it is greater than any immortal dreamed of by man. Here in this—”
“I have heard enough, woman. What of Uther?” Culain cut in.
“He is dying,” she hissed, “and it will be no loss to the world when he passes.”
“I never thought to see evil in you, Gian; you were always a woman of exquisite beauty.” He laughed grimly. “But then, evil comes in many guises and does not have to be ugly. I have sat here in silent penance for many nights, for I believed that when I began this community, it was for selfish motives. Well, lady, perhaps they were selfish. Yet the isle was still fashioned with love and for love, and you—with your search for mysteries I knew a thousand years before you were born—you have perverted it. I’ll stay on this tor no longer … or await your bidding.” He rose smoothly, gathered his staff, and began the long climb down toward the circle of huts.
Her voice rang out behind him, an edge of cold triumph in her words.
“Your boat is waiting, Culain. If you are on it within the hour, I may not allow the Blood King to die. If you are not, I will withdraw the sisters from him and you may take the corpse where you will.”
He stopped, suffering the taste of defeat. Then he turned.
“You were always willful and never one to admit an error. Very well, I will go and leave Uther to your tender mercies. But when you pause in your studies of the mysteries, think on this: I took you in as a tiny child and raised you as a father. I offered nothing to make you feel there should be more. But you it was who whispered my name as you lay with Uther. You it was who bade me stay at Camulodunum. It is there that my guilt begins, and I will carry it. But perhaps when you look down from your gilded tower, you will see that tiny scrap of your own guilt and find the courage to lift it to your eyes.”
“Are you done, Lance Lord?”
“I am done, Morgana.”
“Then leave my isle.”
13
“WE LEAVE THE road here,” said Maedhlyn as the party crested a low dusty hill. “And there is the realm of Goroien,” he continued, pointing to a distant range of forbidding mountains.
The landscape was pitted and broken, but many shadows moved furtively between the dead trees and the cracked boulders. Some slunk on all fours, others flew on black wings, still more slithered or ran.
Cormac took a deep breath, willing himself to step from the sanctuary of the road. He glanced at Victorinus, who smiled and shrugged.
“Let us go,” said the prince, drawing his sword.
The fifteen men, weapons ready, moved off into the gloom, and at once the shadows converged on them. There were beasts with slavering jaws, men with hollow fangs and red-rimmed eyes, wolves whose faces shifted and changed like mist, becoming human, then bestial. Above them flew giant bats, wheeling and diving, their leather wings slicing the air over the heads of the marchers. But none came within range of the bright swords.
“How far?” asked Cormac, walking beside Maedhlyn at the head of the column.
“Who can judge time here?” replied the former Enchanter. “But it will take long enough.”
Gray dust rose about their feet as they walked on, flanked by an army of shadows drawing ever closer.
“Will they attack us?” Victorinus whispered.
Maedhlyn spread his hands. The man at the rear of the column screamed as taloned claws wrenched at his cloak, pulling him from his feet.
Victorinus whirled. “Sword circle!” he called, and with their blades held high, the warriors leapt into the ranks of the beasts and surrounded their fallen comrade.
The creature holding him vanished as a gladius cleaved its heart. “Marching formation,” said Victorinus, and as the small group of warriors formed in two lines, the shadows moved back.
On and farther on they marched, until the road could no longer be seen and the dust hung around them like a storm cloud, blurring their vis
ion and masking the distant mountains.
Twice more the shadows moved in, but each time the bright swords of the Britons forced them back.
At last they came to higher ground on which stood an ancient stone circle, blackened and ruined. The shadows ringed the foot of the hill, and it was with a sense of relief that the weary group sat down among the stones.
“Why will they not come here?” asked Victorinus.
“I am not the fount of all human knowledge,” snapped Maedhlyn.
“You always claimed you were.”
“I would like you to know, Victorinus, that of all Uther’s followers you were the one whose company I enjoyed least.”
“Cutting words, Enchanter,” answered Victorinus, grinning. “Perhaps now you’ll have an eternity in my company.”
“Hell, indeed,” commented Maedhlyn.
“This must have once been a living land,” said Cormac. “There were trees, and we have crossed a score of dried-out streambeds. What changed it?”
“Nothing changed it, Cormac,” Maedhlyn replied. “For it does not exist. It is an echo of what once was; it is a nightmare.”
“Does our presence not prove its existence?” asked Marcus Bassicus, moving to sit alongside them.
“Did you ever dream you were somewhere where you were not?” countered Maedhlyn.
“Of course.”
“And did that dream prove the existence of the dreamscape?”
“But we are all sharing this dream,” Marcus argued.
“Are we? How can you know? Perhaps we are just figments of your nightmare, young Marcus. Or perhaps you are all appearing in mine.”
Victorinus chuckled. “I knew it would not be long before you began your games.” He turned to the other men, who were sitting by and listening intently. “I once saw this man spend two hours arguing the case that Caligula was the only sane man ever to walk the earth. At the end we all believed him, and he laughed at us.”
“How could you not believe me?” asked Maedhlyn. “Caligula made his horse a senator, and I ask you, did the horse ever make a wrong decision? Did it seek to seize power? Did it argue for laws that robbed the poor and fed the rich? It was the finest senator in Roman history.”
Cormac sat listening to the chatter, and a slow, burning anger began to seize him. All his life he had lived with fear—of punishment, of humiliation, of rejection. Those chains had held him in thrall since his first memories, but the fire of his anger cut through them. Only two people had ever loved Cormac Daemonsson, and both were dead. From deep inside him a new Cormac rose and showed him his life from another viewpoint. Maedhlyn had been right: Cormac Daemonsson was not a failure or a loser. He was a man—and a prince by right and by blood.
Power surged in his heart, and his eyes blazed with its heady strength.
“Enough!” stormed Cormac, rising. “This talk is like the wind in the leaves. It achieves nothing and is merely noise. We are here, and this place is real. Now let us move on.”
“He would have made a good king,” whispered Victorinus as he and Maedhlyn followed Cormac down the hill.
“This is a fine place to learn arrogance,” agreed the Enchanter.
At the foot of the hill Cormac advanced on the shadow horde. “Back!” he ordered, and they split before him, creating a dark pathway. He marched into it, looking neither to the left nor to the right, ignoring the hissing and the gleaming talons. Then, sheathing his sword, he strode on, eyes fixed on the mountains.
A tall figure in a black breastplate stepped into his path. The man was wearing a winged helm that covered his face—all but the eyes, which gleamed with a cold light. In his hands were two short swords, about his waist was a kilt of dark leather, and on his shins were black greaves. He stood in perfect balance on the balls of his feet, poised to attack.
Cormac continued to walk until he stood directly before the warrior.
“Draw your sword,” said the man, his voice a metallic echo from within the helm. Cormac smiled and considered his words with care. When he spoke, it was with grim certainty.
“If I do, it will be to kill you.”
“That has been done before, but not by the likes of you.”
Cormac stepped back, and the sword of Culain flashed into his hand.
The warrior stood very still, staring at the blade. “Where did you come by that weapon?”
“It is mine.”
“I am not questioning its ownership.”
“And I am weary of this nonsense. Step aside or fight!”
“Why are you here?”
“To find Goroien,” answered Maedhlyn, pushing forward to stand between the warriors.
The man sheathed his blades. “The sword earns you that right,” he told Cormac, “but we will speak again when the queen is done with you. Follow me.”
The tall warrior led them across the arid valley to a wide entrance carved into a mountain. There torches blazed and guards stood by, bearing silver axes. Deep into the heart of the mountain they walked until they came to a huge doorway before which stood two massive hounds. The warrior ignored them and pushed open the doors. Inside was a round hall that was richly carpeted and hung with rugs, curtains, and screens. At the center, lounging on a divan, lay a woman of exquisite beauty. Her hair was golden, highlighted by silver; her eyes were pale blue, matching the short shift she wore; and her skin was pale and wondrously smooth. Cormac swallowed hard as the warrior advanced to the divan and knelt before her. She waved him aside and summoned Cormac.
As he approached, he saw her shimmer and change to a bloated, scaled creature, diseased and decaying, then back to the slim beauty he had first seen. His steps faltered, but still he came on.
“Kiss my hand,” she told him.
He took the slender fingers in his own and blanched as they swelled and disgorged maggots into his palm. His thoughts fixed on Anduine, he steeled himself as his head bent and his lips touched the writhing mass.
“A brave man, indeed,” she said. “What are you called?”
“Cormac Daemonsson.”
“And are you the son of a demon?”
“I am the son of Uther, high king of Britain.”
“Not a name to conjure friendship here,” she said.
“Nor is he a friend to me; he hounded my mother to her death.”
“Did he indeed?” Her gaze wandered to the figure of Maedhlyn at the back of the hall. “And there is my old friend Zeus. You are a long way from Olympus … such a very long way. I cannot tell you how pleasant it is to see you,” she hissed.
Maedhlyn bowed gravely. “I wish I could echo the sentiment,” he called.
She returned her gaze to Cormac. “My first thought is to watch you scream, to listen to your howls of torment, but you have aroused my curiosity. And events of interest are rare for Goroien now. So speak to me, handsome prince—tell me why you sought the queen.”
“I need to assault the keep,” he said simply.
“And why should that interest me?”
“Simply because Wotan—Molech—is your enemy.”
“Not enough.”
“It is said, my lady, that he has the power to return his followers to a life of flesh and blood. Could it not be that were you to control the keep, you would also have that power?”
As she lay on the divan, she stretched out once more. Cormac longed to tear his eyes from the shimmering figure of beauty and decay.
“You think I have not tried to defeat him? What do you bring me that could make the difference?”
“First, let me ask what prevents you from taking the keep.”
“Molech’s power is greater than my own.”
“And if he were not here?”
“Where else would he be?”
“In the world of flesh, my lady.”
“That is not possible. I was among those who destroyed him at Babel; I saw Culain cut the head from the body.”
“Yet he is returned, thanks to the man Maedhlyn. The same could be don
e for you.”
“Why are you offering me this, when your very blood should scream its hatred for me?”
“Because the woman I love was murdered on account of this Molech, and even now he has her soul at the keep.”
“But there is something else, yes? Something that brings Maedhlyn to me—and those other men of Uther’s.”
“He also has the king’s soul in chains of fire.”
“Now I see. And you want Goroien to free Uther? You are mad.” She raised one hand, and guards moved in from all around the hall.
“Molech is alive,” said Cormac softly. “He calls himself Wotan now, and he plans to invade Britain. Only Uther has the power to destroy him. If, when that happens, you are in control of the keep, will Molech’s soul not come unwittingly to you?”
She waved back the guards. “I will consider the questions you have raised. Maedhlyn! Join the prince and myself in my chambers. The rest of you may wait here.”
For an hour in the queen’s private chambers, as she lay on a silk-covered bed, Maedhlyn talked of the return to life of the man Molech. Cormac noted that the tale was slightly different from the story Maedhlyn had told him. In this version Maedhlyn was far less at fault and was defeated only by an act of treachery. Cormac said nothing as the Enchanter spoke but watched the shimmering queen, trying to gauge the emotions in her ever-changing face.
As Maedhlyn finished speaking, Goroien sat up. “You always were an arrogant fool,” she said, “and at last you pay the price. But then, there was no Culain to save you this time. Wait in the outer rooms.” Maedhlyn bowed and left the chamber. “Now you, Prince Cormac.”
“Where should I begin?”
“How did the son of Uther come to be known as the son of a demon?”
And he told her. Her eyes blazed as he spoke of Culain’s love for the queen, but she remained still and silent until at last he spoke of the day on the mountain when the Vikings had come and Anduine had been slain.
“So,” she whispered, “you are here for love? Foolish, Cormac.”
“I never claim to be wise, my lady.”
“Let us test your wisdom,” she said, leaning forward with her face close to his. “You have given me all that you have, is that not correct?”