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Helena and I were lounging on our stomachs, lying very close, drenched in sweat, contemplating our next move. It was an hour after our reconciliation and we had decided to take our relationship to the next level.
The obvious thing to do was to get out the rifles and hit the range.
Helena lay to my left, rifle at the ready, while I held a pair of high powered binoculars to my eyes, acting as her spotter. I was situated just behind her, with the left side of my body resting up against her right leg. Our close proximity allowed for the perspectives seen through our individual scopes to sync up more precisely than if I was resting beside her. I rested my binoculars on my gear bag to stabilize my view while her rifle’s bipod kept her aim steady.
“Wind... six clicks left,” I told her.
We were shooting at long range, so Helena had traded in her standard rifle for a German version of the Barrett M107 Special Application Scoped Rifle, the G82. The weapon was a beast, sometimes referred to as an anti-material weapon, a name that carried serious weight behind it. The “Light Fifty” fired a .50 caliber round, the newest versions of which allowed the Barrett to shoot farther than ever. Its unique design reduced the recoil of such a powerful weapon to a manageable level, and I was about to find out if my female friend could handle it.
Our target was just shy of two kilometers down field, which wasn’t the furthest a modern sniper could shoot at, but it was a challenging range. I had no idea how the Vatican had dug out so much territory to create the range, accommodating for bullet drop and everything, but the compass on my watch indicated we were facing northeast. Ancient Rome hadn’t extended that far in that direction, so I assumed the range was simply carved out of dirt. The flight time of a bullet at this range was so long the shooter could basically recite the alphabet before the round hit its target.
To make the simulation even more difficult, the base’s ventilation system was set to imitate various weather patterns and wind speeds. I had no idea what the system was set at, relying instead on calculations I performed in my head based on the fluttering of shrubbery off in the distance. To further enhance the simulation, we pumped up the heat on our end of the room to mimic the harsh environments of the Middle Eastern region we would most likely be operating in.
It was currently hotter than Hell, and I wondered if Santino had messed with the temperature control just to screw with us.
These variables were of utmost importance to a sniper, as even something as minute as a slight shift in air moisture could affect a bullet’s trajectory. Snipers have to take every detail into account and excessive care went into preparing for each and every pull of the trigger. These days, technology calculated most of these variables for us, but any sniper worth his weight in salt did it himself first.
Helena adjusted her scope appropriately while sweat beaded its way down her brow, relying on her spotter, me, to relay the relevant information needed to make the perfect shot.
Peering through my binoculars, I tapped a button on the bottom of the optical device and the range finder function displayed itself in the upper right hand corner of the view. With the Earth’s natural curve and gravity’s pull on the bullet, elevation adjustments were needed to ensure the most accurate shot. Years ago, spotters would have to determine ranges with the naked eye, but technology now calculated the distance for us. However, every sniper was still trained to gauge ranges with their eyes only as technology couldn’t always be relied on.
I predicted the range was nearly two kilometers.
“Range… 1.86 kilometers. Elevation, seven clicks.”
Making matters worse, Helena was performing what was known as a cold bore shot, meaning it was her first shot in a cold barrel, with no set up shots to help guide her true shot. Firing from a cold barrel not only affected the trajectory of a fired round, but was also a psychological hurdle to overcome. This was the hardest shot for a sniper to make and consisted of the exact same shot used in the kill missions snipers were used for. Not that I’d ever “assassinated” anyone before. At least that’s what the CIA kept telling me.
The rest of the team had assembled in the cafeteria, paying close attention to the meticulous effort of the sniper pair, binoculars at the ready.
Just another distraction to deal with.
Luckily, snipers were masters of the self.
Stamina. Endurance. Patience. Precision. These were the tools of a sniper. Tools we knew better than anyone else. Snipers took great pride in simply being better than everyone else. It was a job most could never dream of doing. It made us lords of the hunt, a stalker in the jungle. We were expected to track, locate, and wait out a target for days and days if need be before taking a cold bore shot in one hundred degree weather during a hurricane, all the while the rest of the world sat at home watching Animal Planet. It may very well be the toughest job ever, and it makes us immensely proud that the majority of mankind wouldn’t make it five minutes in our world.
While we didn’t need to seek out and wait for the best shot on our current target, it still took us around twenty minutes to prepare for the shot. Another few minutes and four impatient operators later, we were finally ready for the moment of truth.
“Target established,” I reported. “Fire for effect. Fire. Fire. Fire.”
With my affirmation that our checklist was complete, Helena had the go ahead to shoot. I heard her take three slow, deep breaths, holding it on the third. A half second later, she squeezed the trigger, handling the weapon masterfully. I had wondered if the recoil of the shot would be too much for the woman to handle, but it seemed as though she possessed a hidden strength few could mimic.
It took a few seconds for the projectile to reach its mark, which it finally did successfully in an explosion of watermelon. Our audience cheered, thankful their sniper was more than fully competent. I even saw Bordeaux wipe a hand across his forehead in mock relief before he turned back to the others as their conversations resumed.
I was impressed as well.
I’d taken that shot many times as a SEAL, but even for the best snipers, it was never guaranteed one hundred percent of the time.
I rolled off Helena’s leg and onto my back, stretching as many muscles as I could. Doing so relieved the stresses accumulated while lying completely immobile since I’d gotten on the mat.
“A fine shot, Lieutenant,” I said. “You definitely deserve to be here.”
“Thanks,” she replied as she rolled onto her back as well. “To be honest, I haven’t made very many cold bore shots with the fifty, but every successful one I perform makes me feel that much better.”
She shifted onto her side and used her left hand to knead some feeling back into the shoulder that her rifle had rested against for the last hour. “And I have to admit, having you spot for me was refreshing.” She paused. “It calmed my nerves. Doing it in a controlled environment is one thing, but in the field is totally different. If I have trouble here, what’s to say things won’t be worse when it matters?”
I rubbed my eyes before I turned to look at her, for once not finding anger and annoyance in her expression. Why was she doubting herself? She may have been the least experienced operator here, but her mere presence automatically made her one of the best.
“Helena, you’re a fine sniper. You just proved that. You can handle anything out there, trust me. And don’t worry. I’ll be by your side whenever you need me.”
She smiled. “Thank you, Jacob. I’m not used to having someone to rely on, and frankly, it’s a bit overwhelming. It’s almost like being in a...”
I frowned. I knew where she was going with that thought as she trailed off. It’s exactly like being in a relationship or a family. Most sniper pairs were men, and therefore, brothers. Trust had to pass equally and unequivocally between them, because each relied on the other for everything. A business company may do team building exercises where individuals fall backwards of
f a ladder in the blind hopes of being caught by their peers. They did this to build trust and cooperation to create a more efficient work environment. The equivalent exercise for a sniper pair was to perform such an exercise while blindfolded in a monsoon, during an artillery barrage, with a nuke going off in the background, and zombies closing in on all sides.
Would Joe Blow from human resources stick around and catch you during all that?
I doubted it.
Helena and I needed to trust each other. She needed to be my partner. My sister. I had to know she wasn’t going to buckle under pressure and run away when I needed her support, and I couldn’t have her lying to me. I couldn’t trust her if she did. Santino had said she’d just ended a relationship so serious she threatened to kill the next guy who even looked like the shmuck, yet here she was talking like she didn’t even know what the word relationship meant.
“Helena, do you mind if I ask you a personal question?”
She hesitated, but nodded. “We need to be honest with each other, of course.”
My thoughts exactly.
“Your experience not having a spotter is understandable, but the way you speak of not having someone to rely on, well, sniper pairs utilize the same kind of trust as relationships do. You should know that. Yet you say you’ve never had anyone to rely on almost like you’ve never had anyone at all, but that’s not the story I got from the guys...”
I let my last statement trail off, hoping the point would sink in before things got more awkward than they already were. Her silence only confirmed my suspicions that the story I got from Santino wasn’t the whole one. I decided to go easy on her.
“Look. I’ll understand if you don’t tell me right now what’s going on. We have plenty of time to get to know each other more before…”
She rolled onto her back again and took a deep breath. “No, you’re right. You’ve obviously heard the story from one of the other guys about why I reacted to your arrival, but what I told them wasn’t completely true. I was betrothed, actually, but it wasn’t out of love. It was an arranged marriage agreed upon before I was even born, forced upon me by my father, as my fiancé’s father did upon him.”
As far as I was concerned, arranged marriages were all but extinct, but I did know in some societies they were still common. I had no idea the Germans still practiced it, but in the high class society I assumed Helena was from, it was probably more prevalent than most thought.
She took another deep breath before continuing.
“He was nice,” she continued, a small smile tugging at her lips before it just as quickly vanished, “and as children we were rather close, but there was never anything between us deeper than friendship. I was trapped by an agreement, and Papa watched me like a hawk. We tried being intimate with each other but it didn’t work. It just didn’t feel right. It felt forced and unnatural. It’s why I eventually joined the military. I thought that I could just run away from my problems without ever having to face them.”
She paused, but I didn’t interrupt.
“He was killed in a car accident not too long ago. He was drinking and hadn’t been paying attention when he ran off the Autobahn and collided with a tree. He and his passenger were killed instantly.” She sniffled, before her voice rose angrily. “He was with another woman! Meanwhile, there I was, a perfect little angel, while he was off doing whatever the fuck he wanted while no one said a thing about it!”
I noticed her eyes were moistening with tears of sadness and rage, and I could feel the anger in her voice.
“If you two were so distant, why are you so sad and angry, and why did you tell the guys that story about being cheated on, and nothing more?”
She stayed silent as she pondered her answer, and I thought she was about to clam up completely. I suddenly felt like an ass for pressuring her to tell me something that I guess wasn’t exactly relevant to our professional relationship. It was something we would need to talk about sooner or later, but I shouldn’t have pushed her.
I put a hand on her shoulder reassuringly.
“Helena, you can trust me, but I’ll understand if you need some time.”
“Damn it, Hunter, I’ve known you all of an hour and it’s scary that I’m telling you anything. Trust me. I’m not used to that.”
I looked at her with a neutral expression. I didn’t want to offer her a reason to give up more than she was ready for, but I didn’t want her to stop either.
She took another breath and continued, releasing years of pent up frustration. “He didn’t deserve to die, and we were still, if anything, friends. He may have been cheating on our relationship, but it wasn’t much of one anyway. I told the guys the story about being cheated on because I wanted to fit in. I’d already figured I would have to do something to establish myself here, something to prove I belonged, so imagine my surprise when I saw you. What were the chances that you would look even remotely like him?”
“Pretty good I guess.”
“Yeah, pretty good.”
“I am sorry for that.”
She sighed. “It’s okay.”
“So, do I really remind you that much of him?”
She looked away before answering. “Yes and no. I was so focused on shooting that when I saw you, I didn’t even think. I just saw a tall man with brown hair and I immediately thought of him. I thought of what he represented. A lie. A life of loneliness and years of anger, frustration and pain. He represented the life I had but didn’t want. One I shouldn’t have had. A life wasted. It was all I could think about while we were in the armory, and your asinine comment did not help.”
I felt a small smile tug at my lips. “Sorry.”
“I said it was okay. I suppose I still need some time to put my life in order, but I’m fine. I guess I should be thankful that I actually like the military.”
I nodded in agreement and waited for her to make eye contact again. “You know I’m not him, right? You don’t have to be reminded of him when you see me anymore.”
“I know,” she said. “Thank you.”
I gave her a reassuring smile. “No problem. Besides, I’m sure I’m way better…”
I was cut off as a shadow loomed over us. Together, we looked up to see Santino standing there. He hesitated before saying anything, probably deciding whether to tell a joke or not as he remembered the last time he tried to say something funny. Deciding on tact over humor, he held out his hands to help us off the ground. Each of us gripping a hand, he hauled us to our feet.
“Briefing,” was all he needed to say.