I laughed "Yes Mom" I said rolling my eyes.
"Bye Jayden, I'll see you tomorrow" she said watching as Scott grabbed her bag, he kissed me on the forehead and gave Jayden the man hug thing before walking out of the door after my Mom.
I bit my lip and turned back to Jayden feeling sick with nerves, "You want to watch TV or something?" he asked. Oh god he's not feeling it like I am! Then again why the hell would he? He's like a freaking God and I'm just plain old Brook Mills.
"Um yeah sure" I said heading back to the lounge. I grabbed the wine that he had poured for me and downed half the glass before he even sat down next to me.
"Shall I put on a DVD?" he asked, I downed the last of my wine and put my glass on the table before turning to look at him. Ok I guess we needed to talk, I needed to find out exactly what he wanted from me, because I wanted everything from him.
"Jayden, do you really want to watch a DVD?" I asked curiously, not really sure of how to word,
'hey want to take me to bed?'. He shook his head his eyes locked on mine, my breath caught in my throat at the expression on his face. It was pure lust, pure want. "What do you want then?" I whispered not trusting my voice to speak normally.
"You" he growled his voice sounding so husky and sexy that I whimpered.
"Take me then" I said breathless with excitement. Before I even knew what happened he was out of his chair picking me up. I pressed my body to his wrapping my legs around his waist as he ran so fast to his room that all I could see around us was a blur. Unless it just felt like that because I couldn't see anything other than his eyes.
The passion had taken over my body as I crashed my lips to his roughly, I heard a little growl coming from his chest making me even hotter for him. My whole body was almost vibrating with need for him, he laid me down on his bed and climbed on top of me pressing his whole body to mine but somehow not putting any of his weight on me. I ran my hands down his back and gripped hold of his t-shirt pulling it off over his head before gripping his ass and pulling him closer. He was rock hard already, I raised my hips grinding against him as he kissed down my neck.
Oh God this was taking too long, I couldn't wait any longer I needed him now! "Please, Jayden please" I begged desperately, he pulled back, his hands going for the buttons on my jeans, he didn't undo them just ripped them open the buttons flying off. I bit my lip at how incredibly sexy that was.
He pulled my jeans and panties off in one smooth movement throwing them on the floor. I unbuttoned his jeans quickly, almost frantic with need now.
He gripped hold of my top and started pulling it up tracing his fingers across my stomach. I grabbed his hand panicked, God I needed him, I didn't want him to get turned off at the sight of me and not want to be with me. "Can't we leave that on?" I asked holding his hand stopping him from removing my top.
He looked at me shocked, "This is about what that fucker said to you isn't it? When he said you were fat and that no one would want you" he asked looking murderously angry.
I bit my lip, "It's just, I don't want you to look at me" I said quietly.
"Why?" he asked frowning angrily his jaw tight, I looked away from him.
"Because I'm horrible, my body, it's not nice and" I started but he put his hand over my mouth stopping me from talking and sat up pulling me up with him.
"Come here" he said tugging me gently off of the bed and pulling me over to a full length mirror that was hanging on the wall. I didn't look in it, I couldn't, he gripped my top and before I could stop him he pulled it off over my head so I was just standing in my bra. I gasped shocked and wrapped my arms around myself trying to hide away from him. He unclasped my bra pulling it off and dropping it at my feet, "Stop that" he said sternly taking hold of my wrists and forcing them to my sides.
"Jayden please" I begged feeling tears stinging my eyes, he turned me to face the mirror and I closed my eyes. I hadn't seen myself completely naked for about a year and a half and I couldn't look now.
"Open your eyes shortie" he said resting his head on my shoulder from behind me, still holding my fists to my sides.
"I don't want to see, please Jayden, I don't want you to see either, please" I begged. I felt so sick, I tried desperately to squirm out of his hold.
"Brook even with the bruises you are the most beautiful girl in the world, every guy I've spoken to thinks you're so hot it's unreal, your legs are perfectly toned and long" he said softly. He let go of my wrists and run his hands over my thighs making me get goose bumps from his touch but I still couldn't open my eyes. "They're so soft and delicate, and your hips are perfect curves leading to your tiny little waist that I can almost wrap my hands around, look" he said putting his hands around my waist, I opened my eyes slowly and looked in the mirror, his fingertips were a couple of inches from touching across my stomach.
"Your stomach is perfectly flat and toned, which leads me to these" he whispered trailing his fingers over my breasts making me moan quietly, he was driving me crazy with desire. "These are perfect, soft, perky, and they fit in my hands like they were made for me" he said his voice husky and filled with lust. He cupped my breasts and rubbed his thumbs over my nipples making them get hard as he kissed my shoulder softly making my whole body tingle.
He turned me around slightly and one hand skimmed down to my ass, "And your ass, my God Brook, this is the most perfect peachy ass I have ever seen" he said squeezing it gently as he moaned quietly. He turned me back to face myself in the mirror. "Your body is perfection, your skin is flawless, everything about you is beautiful" he whispered in my ear as I looked over my body.
I could feel the tears building, I didn't look that bad, all this time I was convinced I was some sort of hideous ugly freak and it wasn't true. "He's a fucking asshole, he wanted you to himself so he made you think no one else would ever want you so that you would stay with him, he was manipulating you Brook, you are nothing less than a goddess, I swear to you on my life, you are so beautiful it's almost painful, and you need to start believing it" he said sternly.
He wiped the tear that fell down my face, he had his chin resting on my shoulder as I looked in the mirror, his eyes were shining with love and affection. His hands were skimming over my hips and the tops of my thighs, I tipped my head to the side and looked at the red bite mark on my neck. He moaned quietly as he looked at it, "That's my favourite part of you" he said blowing on it gently making me shiver.
I smiled "Yeah? Not my perfect peachy ass?" I asked teasingly using his words.
He pulled back slightly and looked down to my ass, "Mmm maybe you're right" he said grinning making me laugh and blush. "Seriously though, my mark on your neck is the single best thing I have ever done in my life, nothing in this world will ever compare to seeing that and knowing that you're mine" he said looking at me with total honesty clear across his face. God he was too adorable.
I turned and wrapped my arms around his neck, "Thank you" I said gratefully.
He smiled "For what?" he asked curiously.
"For mating me, and wanting me, for what you just said about my body, for protecting me and my Mom, and most importantly, for throwing me on the bed and fucking my brains out" I said smiling teasingly at the last part. He laughed and picked me up quickly moving us back to the bed, he kissed me softly, tenderly making my heart melt. He moved down trailing little kisses over my chest biting my nipples gently making me gasp, I arched my back pressing into him wanting more.
He moved further down kissing over my stomach, he moved to one side and I felt him trailing his fingers across my bruises tenderly. He moved my arm out of the way pinning it above my head as he ran his tongue over my sore skin and blew on it softly making me get goose bumps. Oh God he is seriously good at this! I bit my lip and moaned as he slipped his hand down between my legs massaging me gently as he continued to kiss over my sore ribs. I closed my eyes concentrating on the fire he was starting between my legs, as I moaned and gasped for breath.
He kissed his way back up to
my mouth, I kissed him hungrily, savouring his taste. I ran my hands down his chest, just as I got to the waistband of his jeans he gripped my hands pulling them above my head pinning them there with one of his hands. He pulled back to look at me, I wrapped my legs around his waist pulling him closer to me. I could feel how hard he was, and he was right there where I needed him to be, if I could just get his damn clothes off! My body was aching for him now, I needed relief, he was killing me.
He kissed down my neck and I gasped as he blew on his mark teasingly, is he doing this on purpose? I ground my hips on him, he was pressed against me so tight that I rubbed against the denim of his jeans. The friction was unbelievable, I moaned and struggled to get my hands free, I needed to get this clothes off, he just held them tighter not wanting to let go.
He kissed his mark gently just once making me buck my hips against him roughly as my body bumped up another gear. He grunted as I rubbed against his erection, why is he not letting me get his clothes off? Screw it, if he's not gonna help me then I'll make him! I started grinding against his erection squeezing him closer and closer to me with my legs, getting myself off against him as he kissed and licked his mark.
"Oh God Jayden" I breathed my body in a state of pure bliss. Me rubbing against him was getting to him I could tell, his breathing was speeding up and he seemed to be losing concentration on my mark, his grip on my wrists getting looser, it wouldn't be long now, he wanted me badly.
He crashed his lips back to mine and kissed me deeply letting go of my hands finally. The kissing got more and more intense he ran his hands down my body massaging my breasts gently, gripping my ass. I had never felt anything like this, this desire was worse than last time I was with him at the party. The need for him last time was bad, but this was almost unbearable, I felt like I would die if he didn't get inside me soon. I pulled his jeans down over his hips trying to get them off as quick as I could. He was kissing me almost desperately now, our breathing was ragged, once his jeans and boxers were finally off he nudged my legs open further and positioned himself at my entrance.
My heart was crashing in my chest, I was so excited I could barely breathe. He crashed his lips back to mine making me moan as his tongue slipped into my mouth and massaged mine. God he was such a good kisser! I wrapped my legs around his waist feeling his erection press at my entrance again.
He pushed forward into me slowly, it was still a tight fit but not as bad as last time. I moaned as his long length pressed in deeper, I tightened my legs around his waist gripping his ass with my heels whilst digging my fingernails into his back as pleasure shot through my body. "Oh shit" he moaned looking at me lovingly, he buried himself in me so deep he was pressing against my cervix making my eyes roll into the back of my head. Feeling him inside me was like I had been suffocating and suddenly I could breathe again.
He didn't move inside me as he kissed me deeply setting my whole body on fire, why the hell isn't he moving? "Oh god Jayden, what are you waiting for? Stop teasing me I can't take it! Please!" I begged raising my hips wanting him to move.
He held my hips still as he looked at me, "I could get you pregnant now that I've mated you" he said watching for my reaction.
"I'm on the pill" I said breathlessly squeezing my legs around him trying to move my hips but he was holding me so tight I couldn't move an inch.
"I don't know if that'll work" he said honestly.
I moved under him rolling him to his back as I sat up on top of him, "I don't care Jayden, please" I begged almost crying with need.
"Ok shortie" he said tenderly running his hands up over my thighs, I looked down at his smiling face, he was so handsome, and he was mine. He was just watching me sitting on top of him, the look on his face was complete and total adoration. I smiled back happily as I raised my hips off of him and pushed back down hard making tingles shoot round my body. He made a growling noise deep in his chest and flipped me onto my back so fast I barely knew what happened.
I laughed breathlessly as he kissed me with so much passion my body was tingling. He pulled out and started thrusting into me gently and slowly looking into my eyes. He smiled at me and I felt my heart skip a beat, I tangled my hands into his hair pulling him down to kiss me wanting to have him closer. After a couple of minutes he started building up speed, he gripped my thighs lifting them higher making him enter me deeper banging into my cervix with each thrust. Pleasure was shooting through every part of my body, this was just too much, too intense, too good, I couldn't keep still.
We were both sweating as he continued to thrust into me making me moan louder and louder as he took my body to heaven. "Harder Jay" I begged, he groaned and started banging into me harder, so hard I was moving up the bed. He put one arm under me, across my back gripping my shoulder stopping me from moving away from him, he slipped his other hand down between my legs and started rubbing me at the same time. The pleasure doubled, "Jayden, holy shit" I gasped squeezing my eyes shut trying to cope with the overwhelming feelings he was forcing on me. I was digging my fingers into his back so hard it was probably hurting him but he didn't complain.
He was watching me, his face a mask of pleasure, "I love you shortie" he whispered. I couldn't speak, I wanted to say it back, I loved him too, but I literally couldn't get the words out because of the sensations. I could feel how close I was to my orgasm, my body was throbbing already, he bent his head and started kissing his mark. It was unbearable, definitely too much.
I screamed and shook my head fiercely, "Too much, don't" I gasped gripping his hair and pulling his face away from my neck crashing his lips to mine instead. I couldn't cope with any more, this was already too much for one person. The feel of this was surely going to kill me. On his next thrust I climaxed, my body felt like it shattered into a thousand pieces, I arched my back pressing into him as I shook and convulsed around his shaft, he kissed me hard swallowing my screams, as he stiffened and made a little grunting noise as he climaxed too.
He collapsed on top of me breathing heavy but still managing to keep his weight off of me, I traced my fingers down his back as I gasped for breath. Oh God he just rocked my world. He lifted his head from my shoulder after a minute or so and smiled his sexy smile as he kissed over my face, he was all sweaty, our bodies slick against each other and it was sexy as hell.
"God Jayden, you could have killed me" I complained shaking my head in disbelief, that was just way too much, he laughed. "I'm serious don't do that, I swear I nearly passed out" I said making him laugh harder.
"Oh God I've never had anyone ask me for less before" he choked out laughing as he rolled off of me. He laid close to my side and wrapping his arm around me.
I grinned "Shit Jayden you just rocked my world" I said brushing his hair away from his sweaty forehead, he grinned happily.
"You rock my world too" he said looking at me lustfully.
I smiled wriggling closer to him, enjoying the closeness, his eyes were raking over every part of my sweaty body with a small satisfied smile on his face and I felt my heart skip a beat. He really meant what he said, he really thought I was beautiful I could tell by his eyes. I felt happiness bubble up inside me that he found me attractive, that I didn't have to feel self conscious around him. Looking at him just looking at me with total adoration and love, I felt so beautiful, I could feel all the shame and hurt and disgust that I'd felt for myself for so long just sliding away.
"Oh and by the way, I love you too Jayden" I said looking into his eyes, he smiled a heart stopping smile, and moaned quietly.
"Thank God" he said pressing his forehead to mine closing his eyes, I tangled my hand into his hair hugging him tightly. He kissed me softly, "I love you so much Brook, I'd do anything for you, you know that, right?" he said brushing my hair away from my face looking at me tenderly.
"Yeah I know you would" I said honestly, how the hell could I doubt that after what he was already doing for me and my Mom, what he was going to do for me tomorrow.
He bent his head ki
ssing over my stomach softly, "Think maybe I've put a pup in here?" he asked against my skin.
"Shit a pup? Like puppy?" I cried sitting up, oh God I didn't want to give birth to a wolf!
He laughed and pulled me back down next to him. "It's just a word, I meant baby, a normal little baby, that could maybe shift, or maybe not, depending on who it took after" he said grinning.
I breathed a sigh of relief, "Christ I though you meant I'd give birth to a wolf!" I said shaking my head at how stupid I was sometimes, I really had a lot to learn about shifters.
He shook his head amused, "No shortie, don't worry, you may not even get pregnant, you're half human so maybe you being on the pill will work, I don't know" he said shrugging but looking at my stomach a little hopefully. God was he hoping I'd get pregnant?
"Do you want me to have a baby Jayden?" I asked curiously.
He smiled happily, "Of course I do, I want you to have my pup's, you're my mate, I want you to have a hundred pups, as soon as you're ready" he said teasingly as he kissed over my sweaty stomach again, I smiled happily, he was so adorable.
I laid there watching him tracing his fingertips over every square inch of my body looking like he was trying not to miss any part of me. God he was Alpha of his own pack now, I watched my father bow on his knees to him. "Jay?" I said.
"Mmm" he mumbled against my stomach.
"What does being Alpha mean?" I asked curiously. He sighed and pulled himself up next to me wrapping his arm round me tightly as if he was scared I was going to leave him or something. Not much chance of that happening I thought with a small smile.
"Well, I don't know how big Bane's Creak is or anything but basically, I'll need to hold pack meetings each month, keep the peace between pack members, make any decisions that need to be made, sort out any disputes, make sure the rules are adhered to, that kind of thing" he said frowning.