“So do the Lanfarnessemen, to the west,” Tristen said, “but the land east of Modeyneth, there we have no eyes but the villagers who live there. There you might do us a great deal of good.”
“Only so’s ye choose good an’ loyal men who’ll not make off wi’ pigs an’ th’ like from the villages,” Uwen said, “them as feed ye.”
“That we won’t countenance,” Aeself said solemnly, to Uwen’s blunt concern, and on a second cup of ale, they shared news…not a great deal from the camp, but very much from the town, which was as far from Aeself’s knowledge as Guelemara itself. Aeself and his two companions having been as far as Henas’amef had told every detail on their snowy evenings, so Aeself confessed—so now these folk born to Elwynor knew the names of no few earls of Amefel, and all the lords of the south, and their devices and colors, knowledge that might be vital in the struggle to come.
And of Henas’amef, they, being many of them countryfolk, wanted to know the sort of shops there were, and the taverns, and food—oh, very much the food: such things fed them while they dined on hard bread and barley stew.
All these things they freely provided, besides the news out of Guelessar and the quarrel of Lord Cevulirn with the lord of Ryssand, and all the doings in both courts, besides the voyage of Umanon with Sovrag, his longtime enemy in the south…while Aeself and his lieutenants told them a darker story, of Tasmôrden’s connivance with the Saendal, the hill bandits, his marriage with a Saendal daughter and his theft of Aséyneddin’s gold, from the time Aséyneddin had gone south to what would become the battle of Lewenbrook. With that gold Tasmôrden had rewarded the Saendal, and well armed and well fed, they had taken advantage of the fall of other leaders to gain the service of masterless men, for hire.
That was the core of Tasmôrden’s army.
“Not that they love one another,” Aeself observed, “but that they have no other master, and hate one another, but serve him, because not to serve him means to fall to the others—no man walks away from Tasmôrden’s army. The dogs find him.”
Many among the Elwynim blessed themselves at that, and none of the Amefin had heard the tale, so Aeself provided it.
“The Saendal hunt with dogs,” Aeself said, “and Caswyddian when he was claiming the kingship had a large kennel himself, which Aséyneddin took, and let his dogs and Caswyddian’s fight, and the ones that lived he had guarding his camp. So Tasmôrden had a number of Saendal hounds as a gift from his father-in-law, and when he took Aséyneddin’s holdings he took all the dogs he found and had them and the hounds fight, and the ones that lived guard his camp. He hunts men with them, and sets them on anyone that defies him. If a man leaves the army, the hounds hunt him down.”
Tristen listened in deep distress, thinking of the yellow dog that had used to follow him out on his rides in Guelessar, fond, foolish creature, and thinking that nothing he heard of Tasmôrden recommended him, this not the worst he had done, but nothing savory either.
He wished the men such dogs hunted might escape them. He saw how some of Aeself’s men were very quiet and apprehensive as Aeself told the tale, and he wondered whether among these fugitives who listened to him some might have served Tasmôrden, or Aséyneddin, or Caswyddian before now.
“Well, too grim to go to sleep on,” Uwen said quietly—indeed, some of the children huddled close to parents’ sides at the edges of the gathering, and many a man had a gloomy look, brooding over weapons that Tristen recalled he had forbidden.
But Uwen told the matter of the feast at Midwinter, and how the Lady of Emwy had come to dance, and how Owl, who had found somewhere else to shelter, had flown right out of the walls: it made a good story, Tristen thought, who was part of it—better, in fact, than it had worrying about the rift at the time. But the people were awed to hear about the Lady, and astonished about Owl.
“The Lady watches this place,” Tristen said, “and very likely your intruders fell afoul of her. I know at least that the men who ambushed Lord Crissand haven’t come here to trouble you thus far, and they’re very likely those in the drifts outside the walls. The Lady stopped them.”
“Is she a pretty lady?” asked one of the children.
“I think she might be,” Tristen said, recalling the gown of golden lace, the gown like cobwebs, and a face that never would stay in the memory, no more than snowflakes in the hand. “She has a daughter. Auld Syes is the Lady’s name, and Seddiwy is her daughter, and if you speak kindly to them, I’ve found they’ll be good neighbors.”
“I would give her bread,” the child said, at which her mother hushed her, and rough men laughed a little.
“That you would, sweet,” Uwen said, tousling a small dark head. “And sweet dreams to you tonight.”
So all of them began to settle for the night. And there was a nook curtained for warmth and furnished with fine cloth…where or how they had come by it, Tristen had no idea, but Aeself gave him and Uwen this finest bed, and all the guard had their bedrolls, so they could lie down in comfort. Aswys reported the horses well fed and settled, and chose, himself, to sleep in the shed nearest his charges, where he was accustomed to rest.
It was in one sense easier to rest here than in the Zeide with all its duties and expectations…here Tristen settled, sure he had satisfied every request, and fulfilled everyone’s needs, and answered their curiosity, and that now he could close his eyes, with Uwen beside him and ale-bound for sound sleep.
But he had no sooner said as much to himself and attempted rest than he became aware of a furtive presence, a movement on the edge of his sensibilities, and not a comfortable one.
He lifted his ear from the pillow, not certain whether he had heard something or imagined it. But the wind had begun to blow, breathing cold through the cracks and making the curtains move.
“M’lord?” Uwen rose on an elbow in a dark less only by the fire outside the curtains. “M’lord, there’s an uneasy sound, sum’meres.”
He felt the same, not that they were threatened, but that something untoward had happened out there. Lives were out in the wind, but they went out one by one, and three at one instant, and if he listened he could hear angry voices.
If he listened, he could hear them speak of traitors, and angry retribution; and one there was with a quieter voice, a Shadow…not the One he expected, not Uleman, who had rebuilt the old wards here, but a gentler one, one seated far in the recesses of the gray space, who rose, and came forward what seemed a long, long distance, yet remained far from him, and trying to speak.
He wished to know what this one had to say, and strove to close the gap, but every effort turned him aside. He became aware of darkness where that Shadow moved, of strange shapes shifting and flowing, Shadows within shadow.
Then a blue light flared up and ran along the foundations of the old capital. Wards leapt up bright and strong, and he could no longer see the Shadow he had been watching at all. The web of light spread outward from where he stood, bright and clear as he had seen it shine before Lewenbrook.
This was the web that was Uleman’s making, so strong now it sang and rippled like harp strings. Outside was dark and danger, but where the web reached, embracing all the sleeping people, was safety.
Yet there were doors within the Pattern: it Unfolded to him that within the weaving there was such an access as existed in the Zeide…and had always been.
He could go through that portal and reach Ynefel.
Another path led to the Zeide’s lower hall.
A third ran to a place somewhere to the north and east, one as easily within his reach as the other two, but of great peril: a place of muddled sound and strange shapes, yet familiar to him in the way many things he had never seen seemed familiar, and Unfolded to him.
“M’lord.”
He could reach that third place. And he could reach Ynefel. And he could take one step and be in the old mews, from which he could walk straight into the lower hall of the Zeide.
And beyond that, from the Zeide’s portal,
to still other places, places unvisited in very long…
“M’lord, will ye hear? The wind’s takin’ on fit to blow the roof off.”
A shape came out of the gray, a woman of grays and gold, gowned in cobweb lace. It was Auld Syes, and the small Shadow of her daughter went after her, skipping and flitting.
But after them ran an entire troop of shadows, less comely, and less dangerous than these two.
He wished them not to cause any harm in Aeself’s camp.
Owl came swooping by, and on the edge of his wings the light glowed white, white that blinded.
He blinked, still dazed, and was aware of Uwen in the dark. Through a seam in the curtain, he saw the banked fire that had broken forth into flame where wood jutted from the ash. A gust of wind must have wakened it.
The wind outside moaned around the eaves.
“What a blow!” Uwen said. “It’s woke the fire up. Gods!—D’ ye see somethin’, lad, where ye’re lookin’?”
He shook his head, hearing the murmur of the guardsmen wakened from their sleep. He was still dazed from the vision of other places, convinced he could reach the Zeide from here as easily as wishing: he could walk through the old mews; he could stand in Ynefel’s ruined hall between one blink and the next, and truly be there, and touch and be touched.
Had he fallen asleep within such a place as the mews in the Zeide, and not known it?
Or was it within his dream that such possibilities existed?
And suddenly his waking mind made sense of the memory of that third place he had seen in his vision, which was the Quinaltine, beside the Guelesfort—and his heart beat fast to think that he could come that near Cefwyn.
It beat faster still to feel the trouble he felt in that place, and to know danger moved in it, danger which Cefwyn might not see. He himself had stood in the Quinaltine before the altar. He had seen the tangled shadows, mill behind the Lines the Patriarch had drawn—he had pitied them, unhappy, angry shadows, Quinalt souls laid to rest above Bryaltine and Teranthine, all jumbled together, all within walls raised contrary to the Lines earlier masons had made. The Patriarch had seemed utterly unaware of what screamed and strained at the barriers: it was all silent to him. It was utterly outside the priests’ awareness how later masons had laid down contrary Lines, blind to the proper Lines of the earth, blind to what earlier masonwork had stood there—these later builders, Quinalt builders, for whatever reason, had laid their own structure over that place and crossed the Lines in impossible tangles, pockets, dead ends, traps, from which the anguished souls could not escape.
Oh, there was power there, but it was not any power Efanor’s little book described as godly power. It was a terrible place, like the hell of Efanor’s book.
And far from curing it, the priests before that altar had walked one principal Line, over and over, deaf to the pain and anguish which roiled just behind it, souls in torment, imprisoned for all eternity in spaces too small for their smallest longings.
That was the place that third passage went.
And with a breath and a wish he might cross that distance tonight and find Cefwyn.
But disturbance among the priests would not serve Cefwyn: he foresaw panic among them if he stepped out of the stonework, by magic, in the place these men called holy. He feared to do it, and was unsure, moreover, what he might disturb there.
It was a chance. A risk. It was nothing to undertake inconsiderately.
“It’s eased way off,” Uwen said with a sigh, meaning the wind. “At least the roof is stayin’.—Are ye all right, m’lord? Ye wasn’t havin’ a dream, like?”
“Somewhat of a dream,” he said faintly, but he did not say what he had learned, not even to Uwen. He doubted it would reassure Men in the least to know that their wards both intersected Althalen and reached to Henas’amef, though they were leagues apart. He saw possibilities in it. He saw a way he dared not take yet.
He ought to ask Emuin, among other matters he had discovered here.
A blast of wind made the wooden beams groan, and woke the fire to full life in the hearth.
“Damn,” he heard one of his guards say, and knew honest men were afraid of the violence in the dark. More, he knew in himself the power to mend that fear, and he knew it was time to mend it.
Calm, he wished the heavens. Be calm.
And in his own heart he was sure now, sure that it was time to move the war against Tasmôrden, sure that he must move, even if it made things more difficult for Cefwyn to explain to the other lords…and sure now, reaching out through the maze of the wards, that he could reach not one, but three Places and perhaps others.
He had seen the Lady walking the hills hereabouts, and knew the secret traces between the wards: walls were no barrier to the Old Power. She had asked admittance to the wards of Henas’amef, and he had granted it—to the good, he was sure now, for now the Old Power ran as it had been accustomed to run, between here and there, between here and Guelemara, until the priests’ Line dammed it—on purpose or otherwise.
He had said he ruled in Henas’amef, and in Althalen, and on that hill above the river, where stood ruined Ynefel: and now, having laid his head on the stones of Althalen, having dreamed here, he had found the Lines as apt to his hands as the reins of his horse. He drew in a deep, deep breath, sitting disheveled in the dark, amid his blankets, knowing all these wards at once, all the work of Masons and all the Lines on the earth, all the lives of common folk at their work and all the nobles and wizards who had ever ruled—
And these Lines, often walked over the generations of Men, often worked, these graven paths of habit and deed…all were his. They were not his by Cefwyn’s grant, although that had confirmed his lordship for Men; they were not even his because Mauryl had meant him to rule them, though that was so, too.
They were his because they obeyed him. And they did, now. It seemed that the power in them ran through his veins, and stood the hairs on his arms and the hair on his head on end. He could have lived without breathing, for the power that ran through him needed no such thing.
But breath was what he chose, and the solidity of the lives around him. He strove to make out some detail of Uwen’s presence in the dark, desperate for it of a sudden, for he had strayed that far, that remote from Men. And when his eyes had searched out the least hint of Uwen’s shape, and his hand had found Uwen’s solid, strong arm, then he told his heart it could beat again.
“Go back to sleep,” he said to Uwen.
It was quiet now, all the moaning of the wind stopped, the wards quiet and not in evidence. Uwen was all shadows, and all loyalty, and all love, and if there was a moderation to the power that ran through the air and through his bones, if there was a caution and a reminder in his heart, it was Uwen’s.
Perhaps it was not a good thing to wish too hard, too absolutely.
Perhaps, he thought, considering Uwen, it was well to do his weather-wishing not absolutely, but with regard of Men, and with love of the men around him, and of the men who were his friends: there was his safety. There was the assurance he would do good and not harm.
In that thought alone he could lie back down and let his guard deal with the fire and the questions what that storm might do outside. It would abate. In time it would abate as a storm should, and the weather would moderate, and he would have done no harm with the power that ran through him to the tips of his fingers and the soles of his feet. He would still be Tristen. He remained as Mauryl named him, and as he named himself, and nothing could tempt him out of that choice, no offer of the enemy, no pure sensation, no curiosity.
Tristen, he said to himself, and summoned that youth who ran naked on the battlements of Ynefel, that young man who raced Dys across the pasture, chasing dying leaves.
Being Tristen, and flesh and blood, he could sleep.
And in the morning, in the silence of all the world, Aeself’s men opened the doors and they all walked out into a strange sight.
“It ain’t snowin’,” Uwen exclai
med. “Gods, I forgot what the sun is!”
The sun glanced off the recent fall as if jewel dust had been the last sifting from the heavens. And Tristen looked about him at the still edge of winter and drew a deep breath. When he looked carefully into the gray space, he saw the soft blue fire of wards not only about the old buildings, but the new.
That had happened in the night, and not, he thought, of his doing.
“Lord Uleman,” Tristen said softly, for he realized for the first time in the clear light of this morning, and without the driving snow, that Aeself’s camp included the tomb they had made. The Lord Regent’s burial place stood within the wall just outside their makeshift great hall…Ninévrisë’s father, walled into his grave by the devotion of his last remaining men, on a night when Caswyddian’s hunt was closing on them and all their lives had been in jeopardy.
Tristen walked across the untracked snow and laid his hand on those stones he had last seen the night the old man had died; and within them he felt no threat such as Auld Syes could send, but rather a sense of peace and great strength and safety.
“Sir,” Tristen said, just for the two of them. “Is it you who’ve stopped the snow this morning? I take it very kindly if you have. Your own people live here, now, have you seen? I think you must have. Protect them.”
There was no clear answer to his touch, so he thought at first, but when he drew back his hand he saw the blue fire running on his fingers and tracing its way up his arm.
Owl, wretched bird, came and perched on the crest of the ruined wall, and asked his silly, persistent question.
“Foolish bird,” he said, not ill meant, and Owl swiveled his head remarkably far about and glared at him from eyes like black-centered moons. He was not a creature of the daylight…but he was here, ruffled, looking like Emuin with too little sleep. “Why do you follow me?” he asked, and then knew that was a wrong question: Owl never followed him. Owl preceded him, like a herald.