She was the true center of their world. He and Aidan could fuck however they wanted, but they needed her. Lucas had been miserable without his girl to top. Aidan couldn’t give him that.
Lexi sniffled a little. “You’re not mad at me?”
Oh, he was plenty mad, but he also realized that both his subs could be pissed at him, too. He wasn’t innocent, not by any means. He’d wanted to save face with the people he loved and now he realized that “face” didn’t matter. Truth mattered. Love mattered.
He could be weak around his wife and Lucas. They would make him strong.
“How long did your mom take the kids?”
Her lips curled up. “The whole night. We’ll get them back after the wedding.”
His cock twitched in his pants. “Perfect.”
“Of course, we’re taking Josh and Olivia the night before we leave.”
Usually the thought of being responsible for those two hooligans would make him want to run out and hide in the barn, but now all he could think about was the fact that they had all night. All night alone. There was time enough tomorrow to want to tear his own hair out. “Then I think we should play, baby.”
She took his hand and let him lead her up. “How rough are you going to get? I have a lot to make up for.”
Her breathy tone did amazing things to his cock. She had a little masochist buried inside her. It totally called to that tiny bit of sadist in him—and the one who lived in Lucas. She was their perfect mate.
“You do. I think you might have a rough night, baby.”
She shuddered softly, just enough to let him know how much she wanted it. “All right.”
“But I was serious about you slowing down. You have to rest. You have to spend more time with us. I know you love your writing and I won’t come in the way of that, but the travel has to slow down. We need you at home. When you do need to go, we’ll go with you. This family stays together, do you understand?”
She placed her hands in his. “Yes, Aidan. We stay together. And you know I can handle whatever discipline you and Lucas mete out.”
His cock was pressing at the fly of his jeans. They had all night. Trev had texted him and offered him use of the playroom. No one expected anything from them until the next day at the wedding.
It had been forever since he’d taken hours to play with his subs. Lucas always wanted things to go so fast. Lexi needed a long time to find her subspace. She luxuriated in the discipline, and she would need so much of it.
He led Lexi through the dungeon doors, closing them behind him.
Lucas sat in the middle of the room, his legs now in a perfect Padmasana or Lotus pose. His legs were locked together, ankle over ankle, his hips open, palms resting on his thighs. He’d taken off his shirt and switched to a pair of sweat pants, but Aidan meant to get him out of everything soon.
He’d given Lucas this. He’d taught him the same way Leo had taught Aidan. He’d given Lucas this place to go to find peace.
“He’s so gorgeous,” Lexi whispered, her eyes on his perfectly straight back.
“Yes, he is. And he’s ours.” Aidan didn’t whisper because he’d never met a human being who needed to belong more than Lucas O’Malley. “I won’t make him question that again.”
Lucas’s head twisted slightly, his green eyes opening and a soft smile playing on his face. “Yes, you will. Forever is a long time, Master. I suspect we’ll all fuck up again. But it will be all right as long as we find our way back to this place.”
Aidan knew he wasn’t talking about the physical space they were in but rather Lucas was talking about finding their way home. They could move. They could have more children. They could love the rest of their family, but they could never forget that their world had begun with these three people.
“I’ll always choose this place.” No matter how lost he became, Lucas and Lexi would always be his home.
Lucas smiled again, and then turned his attention to Lexi, his gaze becoming deeply predatory. “Why is our sub wearing clothing in the playroom? I don’t think she really wants to make up for her bad behavior, Master.”
Yep, Lucas was hungry. He was going to have to share some power tonight. “Why don’t you help her fix that problem while I select a few toys to play with?”
He heard Lexi gasp a little as Lucas rolled his body up. Fuck, he was a gorgeous man and when he decided to top their sub, Aidan liked to watch. He stepped back, leaving Lexi to her second Master for the moment.
The McNamara playroom was a model of efficiency. Beth liked to build things, and she’d designed a whole wall to organize the toys. Like the rest of the room, it was discreet, and a person had to know what buttons to push to get to the good stuff. Bo had given him and Lucas a tour the first day, so Aidan knew the light switch to the side would do the trick. He flipped it up and the door slid open.
“That is so stinking cool. Oh, my god. I have to see that.” Lexi was watching the doors slide away, revealing a wall of nasty fun.
“No,” Lucas said in his darkest Dom voice. “No research. You should have taken the tour with the rest of us, but you were on your phone. Maybe, if you’re a very good girl, we’ll let you take notes before we leave, but for now you need to get out of those clothes and find your position.”
Lucas wasn’t playing around. And Aidan could see plainly that his bossy switch was getting to their girl. Her nipples stood out against the cotton of her shirt and there was a pretty pink flush to her skin.
Lucas sank his hand into her hair, dragging it out of the bun she’d fashioned. Black silk tumbled across her shoulders. “Did you eat what I made for you, Lexi?”
She answered quickly, a sure sign she was ready to play. “Yes, Lucas. I ate every bite.”
“Good.” He fisted her hair, gently drawing her face up to his. “You’re going to need it.”
His mouth came down on hers, and Aidan watched as his partner damn near inhaled their girl. So much longing and it was finally getting fulfilled. No matter what came next, he had to make sure they got what they needed.
He regretfully turned away and looked for a few of the items they would need. Bo and Trev kept several unopened selections for guests to use. He pulled out the lubricant and an extra-large plug. Yeah, he was going to have some fun. He winked at Lucas as he walked to the bathroom, opening the plug and sterilizing it.
It was a nice-sized monster. Lexi was used to anal, but it had been a while. And it would be so fucking much fun to watch her eyes go wide as he sank the plug deep.
And then he’d sink his cock in.
He walked back out and Lucas had done his job. Lexi was naked and waiting in her slave pose. Her back was straight, her head submissively down, palms up on her thighs. Her knees were wide, leaving her perfectly shaved pussy on full display.
Lucas stood back, his eyes staring right at her pussy. “It’s been too long. I think I could stare at her for a while.”
“More, Alexis,” Aidan commanded. “You can get your knees wider.”
“Sorry, I lost a bunch of flexibility when I gave birth to your children and stuff.”
Aidan felt a little thrill go through him.
Lexi’s head came up. “I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to say that out loud. It was supposed to be one of those bratty things I just say in my head.”
“Hands and knees, ass in the air. If you want to keep the spanking you’re about to get in your head next time, keep the brat locked up tight.”
She bit that gorgeous lower lip of hers as she looked at the plug in his hand. “Aidan, please tell me that’s for Lucas.”
“No, my lovely, it’s all for you. Lucas never gets out of practice.”
“Lucas didn’t have to carry our sweet babies,” Lexi pointed out.
“Not going to save you,” Lucas said with a wicked grin. “Ass in the air, brat.”
Lexi leaned forward. “Fine, but only because I know the phone thing really was obnoxious and now that it’s all out in the open, it really was t
he stupidest plan ever. I deserve to have an elephant plug shoved up my poor rectum for being so naïve.”
Aidan got to his knees as she made her way to all fours. Her body had changed over the years, growing a bit softer. She was still the most beautiful thing on the planet. So womanly he couldn’t look at her without thinking about sex. “This really is about making sure you can take us, baby.”
He put a hand on her ass, feeling the warm flesh under his palm.
“Tell me you’re not going to enjoy it, Aidan.”
Such a brat. He brought his hand up and down in a quick arc, the sound cracking through the room. Lexi moaned as he held his palm flat against the flesh he’d spanked. “You know I’m going to love it, baby. Lucas, would you like to help with discipline or do you want to occupy that bratty mouth of hers while I work?”
Lucas had his sweats off in record time. His cock bobbed as he got settled onto the floor. “I think I should make sure she doesn’t get in even more trouble, Master.”
He pumped his cock in his fist, getting it hard and long. Lexi licked her lips as she watched.
“Suck him, Lexi. Suck him and make him come, and then and only then will I think about giving you a nice little treat. But first”—he slapped her ass again—“it’s a count of thirty. If you ever wave me off when I’m trying to talk to you again, I swear you won’t be able to sit for a week.”
“I don’t think I’ll be able to,” she said in a shaky voice. “I think Olivia did something to make phones not work around me anymore. At least not the one I had. I can’t prove it, but she found a way.”
And Olivia was getting a great Christmas present this year. “Suck Lucas.”
Her head moved forward, and Aidan watched as Lucas’s cock started to disappear inside those gorgeous lips. He swatted her ass, finding a good rhythm to go with the way her head moved up and down on Lucas’s dick.
Her skin, so flawless, got a hot pink sheen to it, the flesh of her ass jiggling slightly with each smack. Her knees were spread wide so he could spank every inch of her cheeks and thighs and stop every once in a while to make sure the discipline was having the required effect.
He let his hands slide over her pussy. Yes. She was getting what she needed. Her pussy was soft and ripe with cream. He let his fingers play for a moment and then dragged them into his mouth, enjoying the tangy taste of her essence.
She worked Lucas over, drawing him deeper and deeper into her mouth. Lucas’s eyes were down, watching that place where she sucked him in. His hands were on her hair, and just for a moment, he brought his gaze up, staring at Aidan. Pure connection sparked through him. This was what they had been missing. The three of them together, working for each other’s pleasure, but most of all reveling in the connection they had.
“Plug our girl, Aidan. I don’t know how long I’ll be able to hold out. Her mouth feels so good.” He winked Aidan’s way and then went back to looking at Lexi.
He’d kept a careful count. He owed his love another five smacks. He took his time, drawing it out. He slapped at her ass, holding his hand there and letting the heat sink into her skin. Then he smacked her thigh, loving the way she tensed and then relaxed. He could take her away from all her worries.
Sometimes they were too busy being parents and business owners to remember to be lovers.
Never again. He would schedule time for them to play if he had to. He wondered how Lexi would like it if he called up her assistant and asked to be put on her schedule for an hour’s worth of anal play or an afternoon of applying a crop to Lexi’s ass. Yeah, he needed to see what that schedule would look like.
“He’s planning something evil, Lex. He’s got his super villain smile on.” Lucas gave him a grin that told him he would be in on whatever plot he came up with.
Lexi moaned a little, but Lucas kept his promise. Not a single word left her bratty, gorgeous mouth.
Three more smacks and he was done. He placed a kiss on each cheek before reaching for the plug and the lube.
Her punishment was far from over.
* * * *
Aidan was going to kill her. Lucas wasn’t helping. Her whole body was poised and ready to go off and they insisted on teasing her.
She didn’t need a damn plug. She needed her men. Surely after all the times they had shoved large objects up her anus, she should still be ready to go. Her asshole should just remember not to clench, shouldn’t it?
But, no, Master Aidan had to play things safe. She licked at the cock in her mouth. Lucas’s cock tasted so good. Clean and manly. He was dripping pre-cum on her tongue, teasing her with salty goodness. She sucked him hard, but he just kept pressing in and pulling out of her mouth.
She whimpered a little as she felt Aidan pull her cheeks apart. The spanking had sensitized her skin. Everywhere he touched lit up, making her shiver.
“Don’t you stop sucking his cock. You have a job to do.” Another little slap sent a wave from her ass straight to her pussy. She could feel herself getting creamy and so wet she almost couldn’t stand it.
But Aidan was right. She had to pay attention to the cock in her mouth. It was past time to push Lucas over the edge.
She sucked hard, letting her tongue roll over his dick. He was deeply sensitive at the V on the underside of his cockhead. She worked her tongue over and over it, pressing up and catching it against her teeth.
“Fuck.” The curse spat out of Lucas’s mouth and suddenly his hands tightened in her hair. His hips bucked.
She tried to concentrate on the cock in her mouth, but Aidan was lubing up her asshole. Now she was the one who was breathless as he rimmed her, spreading lube all over her hot little hole. She wriggled a little. It had been so long since she’d felt that dark pleasure, known what it meant to have them both. She didn’t want the plug. She wanted his cock.
But what she got was the hard press of a plug against her asshole. Aidan worked the large piece of plastic in a circle around the rosette of her ass. Pressure, dark and nasty, worked its way up her spine.
“Don’t you focus on him,” Lucas bit out between clenched teeth. “I’m the one fucking your mouth, darlin’. You focus on me. Your time is coming.”
She was sure it was. She would end up in between them. She hadn’t been there since before Chelsea had been born. She would be between her men, trapped by their hard bodies and rough desires.
But now she was caught between a hard cock and a plug that didn’t seem to be going in.
A hard smack to her ass had her panting.
“Relax, Lexi,” Aidan ordered.
Easy for him to say. The only thing that stopped her from complaining was the fact that she’d watched Lucas penetrate Aidan. Aidan knew damn well what it felt like to have a monster shoved up his rectum.
They were different from anyone she knew. For the last few months, that had seemed to be a bad thing. Even among the threesomes they knew, they were different. Aidan was willing to give over to Lucas from time to time. Her Dom had a switch and he’d compromised.
Why hadn’t she trusted him? She relaxed because it wasn’t Aidan she hadn’t trusted. It was herself, and that had been foolish.
She was her mother’s daughter. And she might screw up mightily from time to time, but she would win in the end. She would win because she was surrounded by love.
It was more important than pride. More important than any career. More important than land.
She’d worried about her place. If she didn’t write fast enough she could lose her place.
But her place was right here—pleasing and being pleased by her men.
“That’s what I need.” Aidan’s hand skimmed up her back as the plug slid home.
It was so big. She was stretched and full. She clenched around it, feeling every centimeter deep inside.
“And that’s what I need. Yes, baby. Yes.” Lucas held her hair, and his hips plunged deep.
Cum, salty and male, spurted onto her tongue. She lapped it up, drawing Lucas’s semen into her m
outh and swallowing him down. It coated her mouth, filling her with his essence.
He pulled his cock out of her mouth, his face flushed, his chest heaving. “Damn, that felt good. Did she take the plug?”
She heard Aidan chuckle behind her. “You impatient son of a bitch. You just came and you’re already wanting to know if we can take her.”
“Well, can we?” Lucas asked, proving just how impatient he was.
Aidan moved the plug, pulling it out and slowly, so slowly, pressing it back in. Every nerve in her backside was lit with a jangly pleasure. Her spine threatened to curl, but she had to stay still. Aidan was serious about the discipline thing, and she had the feeling if she did what she wanted to—arch back and force him to fuck her harder—she would find herself tied up and tortured for hours.
It wouldn’t be the first time they had tied her up and spanked her and brought her to the edge of pleasure again and again only to hold back.
She couldn’t stand the thought of that tonight. She needed them tonight.
Lexi closed her eyes and submitted. She relaxed and gave herself over to her men.
“That’s exactly what we want.” Lucas put a hand on her head. “Let us take care of you. You don’t have to be in control all the time.”
She didn’t. The last several months had been a blur of worry and work. This was the first time she’d sunk into subspace and let her cares fall away. There was nothing but safety and pleasure in this place. There was nothing but love.
The plug moved in and out of her, but Lexi concentrated on them. She focused on the hands that rubbed across her skin, gentling her, soothing her worries away.
The plug was still huge in her ass, but it moved easily now. Aidan fucked her over and over, opening her up.
“Now she’s ready,” Aidan said, and the plug slid away, leaving her empty and wanting.
Lexi felt Lucas lift her up. She was cradled against his chest as he walked her toward the big bed that dominated half the playroom. Solid arms held her so she didn’t need to work. She just relaxed in his arms and looked up at that face she loved so well. Lucas had come so far from the frightened kid she’d met in Willow Fork all those years before. He’d gone from the bad boy of the tabloids to a man who was steadfast and loyal and knew his worth.