CHAPTER IX
It is doubtless the law of life to get, more or less quickly, accordingto one's nature, accustomed to everything. In about six weeks I, who hadlived so quietly with Aunt Penelope, had settled down to my newexistence. I was spoken of as Lady Helen's daughter, and invariablyaddressed as Miss Dalrymple. I was dressed according to Lady Helen'swishes, and I was taken here, there, and everywhere. What I did notice,however, was that although Lady Helen, my father, and I went to numerousconcerts, and although Lady Helen had her box at the opera, and took abox frequently at the theatres, and although we often dined at theSavoy, and the Carlton, and the Ritz hotels, and on all these occasionsmy gallant-looking father accompanied us, yet when we went intoso-called Society he was hardly ever present. I asked Lady Helen thereason one day. I said to her:
"It is so dull without father. Why doesn't he come with us?"
On this occasion she frowned and looked anxious; then she said:
"Oh, we shall manage it, probably, by next year; we must not be tooeager. People forget very quickly, and we must not expect too much thisyear, but next year doubtless things will be all right."
"But what can there be to forget?" I said.
"Nothing, nothing at all," she replied. "Don't be so inquisitive,child."
Meanwhile, I will own that I was having a good time--that is, ifadmiration, expressed and unexpressed, could give it to me. Lady Helenwas proud of me when she saw people flocking round me and when sheobserved that the nicest men asked me to dance, and the ladies whosehouses she was most anxious to get invited to sent me also invitations.She made a fuss over me, and petted me according to her lights. So I washappy in a kind of fashion, although, to tell the truth, there weretimes over and again when I felt very like a prisoner--a prisoner in agilt cage.
One day something rather peculiar occurred. I did not think much of itat the time, although I was destined to give it several thoughts lateron. Lady Helen received a letter amongst many others, which she openedshortly after breakfast. Father was in the room. He was leaning back ina big chair, and was reading _The Times_. I noticed that father alwaysturned to the army news first in reading any paper; he was looking atthe army news at that moment. He was intensely interested abouteverything to do with the army; and that I could scarcely wonder at,seeing that he himself was a Major in His Majesty's service.
Lady Helen opened her letter, turned a little white, and flung it acrossthe table to father.
"There!" she said. "What are we to do now?"
Father took up the letter and read it slowly. His face did not lookexactly white, but a very peculiar mottled sort of colour spread slowlyover his cheeks, and his eyes became fierce and wild. As a rule, he wasquick and eager in his movements, but now he rose up deliberately,stamped his foot, and crossing the room, put the letter into a smallfire which was burning in the grate.
"Gordon, why have you done that?" said Lady Helen.
"Because your brother will not enter this house," was his reply.
"Ah, poor fellow!" she exclaimed. "And am I never to see him? I must seehim--I _will_! Child, go out of the room."
"No, child, you are to stay here," said my father. He swept his armround my waist, and drew me down to sit close to him. I could feel thathe was trembling all over. Lady Helen got up.
"Heather, I wish you to leave the room."
"Darling father, come to me presently to my own room," I whispered. "Do,please--what--mother wishes--now."
I brought out the words with an effort.
"You are a plucky girl, my darling," he said, kissing me. "Well, then,go--I will come to you by and by."
I was glad to escape. I ran up to my room, and sank down into aneasy-chair. Morris, who constantly walked out with me in the morning,came in to know if she was to do anything, but I sent her away. I tookup a book, I tried to read, I put it down again; I could not fix myattention on anything. Oh, never, never before had I seen father's eyesblaze with such fire, and never before had I seen Lady Helen at onceangry and cowed. What were they saying to each other now? Until thatmoment I had not guessed that Lady Helen had a brother. Who was he, andwhy could not he come? Why should father be so angry? Why should fatherhave burnt his letter? Why did father tremble from head to foot, and tryto keep me in the room? Ah! I heard his step on the stairs. I ran to mydoor and flung it open.
"Daddy, daddy, come in!" I said.
He strode towards me; in a minute he was in the room, and had clasped meto his heart.
"Upon my word, little woman," he said, "upon my word, I have gonethrough a pretty scene!"
"Sit down and rest, Daddy darling; don't talk for a minute or two. Thisis my room, and you are my visitor, and you shall do just as you like."
"Smoke a pipe, for instance?" he asked, giving me a quizzical glance.
"Indeed you may and shall," I said. I began to poke in his pocket forhis pipe, and when I found it filled it for him and lit it, as I used todo when I was a small child; then I gave it to him to smoke.
"You are a dear little thing," he said. "You are the comfort of mylife."
His pipe and the peace of my room seemed to soothe him wonderfully, butover and over I heard him mutter, "Upon my word!" and then I heard himsay, "No, not quite that; I have done a good bit for her ladyship, butthat scoundrel--she must know that he can never come here."
"Daddy, what is wrong?" I asked.
He took his pipe out of his mouth, gave a profound sigh, and looked mefull in the face.
"There's nothing wrong at all," he said. "I was in a bit of apassion--not a temper--a _passion_--my passion was right andjustifiable, but her ladyship's nearly all right now."
"And won't you let her brother come to see her, Daddy?"
"Stop that, Heather; you are not to question me."
"Then he is not coming?" I said.
"That man shall never darken my doors."
"Daddy!"
"Miss Curiosity is not to know the reason," he said, smiling once moreand pinching my cheek. "Now then, look here. Her ladyship is in a bit ofa tiff--oh, not much; she'll be herself by this evening. You and she aregoing to a very big affair to-night, and what do you say to _our_enjoying a very big affair to-day? Richmond, eh? in her ladyship'smotor, eh? and no questions asked, eh, eh?"
"Oh, father, how truly rapturous!"
"Well, then, we'll do it. Get Morris to make you look as smart aspossible, and I will order the motor-car to come round. Now, then, offwith you!"
I flew to get ready, and father and I had a very happy day together. Aswe were coming back in the motor-car, just in time for me to get dressedfor that great function which he would not attend, I said to him:
"Daddy, I thought that when people were a long time in the army----"
"Eh, eh?" he said. "What about the army?"
"I thought that they got promotion--I mean you ought to be a fullcolonel, or even a general, by now."
"Little Heather, will you promise with all your heart and soul never torepeat something I am going to say to you?"
"Of course, I will promise you, my own daddy."
"Well, I am not in the army--I haven't been in the army for years."
"Daddy!"
"Now listen, and keep that knowledge deep down in your heart. But forthat scoundrel who wanted to pay us a visit I'd have been a general inhis Majesty's service now. No more words, Heather; no more words--keepit dark, _dark_ in your heart. I am called Major by her ladyship as amatter of courtesy, but I was snuffed out some time ago, child; yes,snuffed out. Now then, here we are! We've had a good day--very jolly tobe alone with my little Heather--life's not half bad when you considerthat your own child need not understand every black and evil thing aboutyou. But I am snuffed out for all that, little Heather mine."