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It was so quiet here. The only sounds were the surf whooshing against the sand and rocks and the occasional tapping of wind against the windowpane.
No car horns honking, no neighbors screaming at one another, no bottles breaking on the sidewalks.
In a bed like this, with heaping blankets and a down comforter, a girl felt safe.
She glanced over at the clock. It was six. Still dark outside. In these first weeks of winter, the days were short. If shed been going to Fircrest on this Monday morning, she would have needed to wear her woolen tights with the uniform.
Not that it mattered anymore.
Today would be her first day at West End High. A pregnant transfer student who would be around only until the end of the semester. The popular girls were sure to love her.
She threw the covers back and got out of bed. Gathering her stuff together, she went into the bathroom and took a quick shower, then carefully dried her hair until it lay straight.
Back in the bedroom, she searched her drawers for something to wear.
Nothing seemed right for the first day at a new school.
Finally, she settled on a pair of flare-legged, low-rise jeans with a fringed suede belt and a white sweater. As she was putting the sweater on, one of her hoop earrings popped free and skittered across the floor.
David had given her those earrings for her last birthday.
She dropped to the floor and started looking, spreading her hands across the boards.
There it was.
She scooted under the bed and found the earring . . . and something else. Tucked way in the back was a long, narrow wooden box. It looked so much like the floorboards, youd have to be this close to see it.
Lauren grabbed the box and dragged it out from underneath the bed. Opening it, she found a heap of old black-and-white family photographs. Most of them featured three little girls in pretty dresses gathered around a dark, well-dressed man with a smile that lit up his whole face. He was tall and almost elegantly thin, with eyes that closed into slits when he laughed. And he was laughing in most of the pictures. He reminded Lauren of that actor from the old days--the one who always fell in love with Grace Kelly.
Mr. DeSaria.
Absurdly, Lauren thought of him as Papa. She looked through the pictures, saw the images of a childhood shed dreamed of: family road trips to the Grand Canyon and Disneyland; days spent at the Grays Harbor County Fair, eating cotton candy and riding the roller coaster; evenings at this very cottage, roasting marshmallows at a bonfire near the waters edge.
A knock pounded at the door. "Its six-thirty, Lauren. Rise and shine. "
"Im up. " She pushed the box back under the bed, then made her bed and picked up her room. When she left it and closed the door behind her, there was no visible evidence that shed even been there.
Downstairs, she found Angie in the kitchen. "Good morning," Angie said, scooping scrambled eggs from a frying pan to a plate. "Youre just in time. "
"You made me breakfast?"
"Was that okay? Do you mind?"
"Are you kidding? Its great. "
Angie smiled again. "Good. Youll need to eat well in the next few months. "
They stared at each other in a sudden, awkward silence. The distant hum of the ocean seemed to grow louder. Lauren couldnt help touching her stomach.
Angie winced. "Maybe I shouldnt have said that. "
"Im pregnant. Theres no point pretending Im not. "
"No. "
Lauren couldnt think of anything else to say. She went to the table and sat down, scooting in close. "Breakfast smells great. "
Angie handed her a plate with a couple of scrambled eggs, two pieces of cinnamon toast, and some cantaloupe slices on it. "Thats about the only thing I can cook. "
"Thank you," Lauren said softly, looking up.
Angie sat down across from her. "Youre welcome. " Finally, she smiled. "So, how did you sleep?"
"Good. Ill have to get used to the quiet. "
"Yeah. When I moved to Seattle, it took me forever to get used to the noise. "
"Do you miss the city?"
Angie looked surprised by the question, as if maybe she hadnt thought of it before. "I dont, actually. Ive been sleeping amazingly well lately; that must mean something. "
"Its the sea air. "
"Excuse me?"
"Your mama told me that if a girl grows up smelling sea air, she can never really breathe inland. "
Angie laughed. "That sounds like my mother. But Seattle is hardly inland. "
"Your mother thinks everything except West End is inland. "
They talked a bit more about this and that, then Angie stood up. "You do the dishes. Ill shower and meet you in ten minutes, then well go to school. "
"What do you mean?"
"Im driving you, of course. The restaurant is closed today, so carpool is no problem. Hey, by the way, I thought Fircrest had a uniform. "
"They do. "
"Why are you in civilian clothes?"
Lauren felt the heat on her cheeks. "They took back my scholarship. Uniforms dont come in elephant sizes, I guess. "
"Are you telling me they kicked you out of school because youre pregnant?"
"Its no big deal. " She hoped her voice didnt betray how she really felt.
"The hell you say. "
"I dont know--"
"Do the dishes, Lauren, and put on your uniform. Were paying Fircrest Academy a little visit. "
AN HOUR LATER, THEY WERE IN THE COUNSELORS OFFICE. Lauren stood with her back to the wall, trying to disappear into the rough, white stucco.
Angie sat in a chair, facing Mrs. Detlas, who was behind her desk, with her hands clasped together on the metal surface.
"Its a pleasure to finally meet you, Mrs. Ribido," Mrs. Detlas said. "I guess there has been some miscommunication about Laurens future here at Fircrest. "
Lauren drew in a sharp breath and looked at Angie, who smiled.
"Im here to discuss . . . my daughters future," Angie said, crossing one leg over the other.
"I see. Well, youll need to discuss that with the counselor at West End. You see--"
"What I see," Angie said evenly, "is a lawsuit. Or perhaps a headline: Catholic school expels poor, perfect student for being pregnant. I know about headlines because my ex-husband is a reporter for the Seattle Times. You know, he was saying just the other night that the big city papers could use a good small town scandal. "
"We . . . uh . . . didnt technically expel Lauren. I merely suggested that girls could be cruel to a girl in her kind of trouble. " She frowned. "I didnt know about your husband. " She started looking through Laurens file.
Angie looked at Lauren. "You worried about the girls being mean to you?"
Lauren shook her head. If she had a voice, she couldnt find it.
Angie turned back to the counselor. "It was kind of you to think of Laurens feelings on this, but as you can see, shes a tough kid. "
Mrs. Detlas slowly closed Laurens folder. Then she said, "I suppose she could finish the semester here and take the finals. Theres only six weeks left in the term, and Christmas break cuts in the middle of it. She could take her finals in January and graduate early, but I really believe--"
Angie stood up. "Thank you, Mrs. Detlas. Lauren will graduate from Fircrest, which is as it should be. "
"Youre welcome," Mrs. Detlas said, obviously irritated.
"Im sure youll make every effort to help her. And Ill be sure and tell my uncle how well it all turned out for Lauren. "
"Your uncle?"
"Oh, did I forget to mention that?" She looked right at the counselor. "Cardinal Lanza is my mothers brother. "
Mrs. Detlas seemed to shrink into her chair. "Oh" was how she answered, but it could hardly be heard at all.
"Lets go, Lauren," Angie said, heading for the door.
Lauren stumbled along beside her. "That was amazing," she said when they got ou
tside.
"And fun. The old bat needed a wake-up call. "
"How did you know what to say?"
"Life, honey. It all comes in handy. "
Lauren smiled. She felt great. Better than great. No one had ever fought for her like that, and the effort strengthened her, made her feel invincible. With Angie on her side, she could do anything.
Even attend classes when she knew people would be staring and talking.
Angie grinned. "I just hope there is a Cardinal Lanza. "
At that, they both burst into laughter.
ANGIE STOOD AT THE CORNER, WATCHING LAUREN WALK across campus. She held herself back from shouting: "Bye, honey. Have a good day at school. Ill be here at six to pick you up. " She was still young enough to know that such a scene would be the height of uncool. And poor Lauren didnt need any extra attention to come her way. Pregnant in private school was tough enough. A geek wannabe mother might push her over the edge.
Lauren paused at the big buildings double door. Turning slightly, she waved at Angie, then disappeared inside.
Angies chest felt tight. "You little witches better be nice to my girl," she said. Closing her eyes, she said a prayer for Lauren, then she got into the car.
As she was driving home, trying not to imagine the firestorm of gossip at Fircrest Academy, she considered going back, parking by the flagpole, just in case. What if Lauren came out crying, broken by the kinds of petty cruelty that only teenage girls could inflict? She would need Angie . . .
"No," she said aloud, taking charge of her negative fantasies. Lauren had to get through this day on her own. There was no other way. The road shed found herself on was dark and scary; there was no way out except straight through.
The bleating ring of her cell phone saved her. She dug into her purse and found it, answering on the third ring.
"Angie?"
She hadnt realized until just then, when she drew in a sharp breath, that shed been waiting for this. "Hey, Con," she said, trying to sound casual. To be safe, she pulled off to the side of the road. Her heart was going a mile a minute.
"Ive been thinking about the other night. "
Me, too.
"We need to talk. " "Thats been true for years," she said. "Do you want to come down to the cottage?" The minute the invitation slipped out, she thought: Lauren.
He would not be happy about the situation.
"Not today, Im busy," he said. "Maybe . . . " His voice trailed into the dark woods of uncertainty. He was reconsidering; she could tell.
"Its Monday. The restaurants closed. I could come up and buy you lunch. "
"Lunch?"
"Its a meal. Often characterized by sandwiches and soups. " Her joke fell flat. "Come on, Con. You need to eat lunch. "
"How about Al Boccalino?"
"I can be there by eleven-thirty. " She flicked her turn signal and eased back onto the road.
"See you then. Bye," he said.
"Bye. " Angie wanted to smile, but all she could think about was the girl living under her roof. Conlan would not take this news well.
SHE MADE IT TO DOWNTOWN SEATTLE IN RECORD TIME, parked the car, and headed for the restaurant.
Their restaurant.
At least, it had been once.
She was four blocks away when it started to pour. Raindrops the size of golf balls battered the sidewalk in front of her, formed rushing silver rivers along the curb. She popped open her umbrella and headed for Pioneer Square. In the park, dozens of homeless people huddled in pods, passing cigarettes back and forth, trying to keep dry.