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They hesitated a fraction too long, for suddenly Henderson barked a

  military command at them.

  "Jump to it! I ain't afraid of using the lash!

  The slaves groaned inwardly, but shuffled about, trying to look busy.

  Clearly there were going to be changes, and none of them for the better.

  Mitchell had lingered outside and had heard Henderson use his authority.

  He

  wasn't too worried about it. All young men were overeager in a new job, and

  the slaves could stand a little shaking up.

  The arthritis in his leg was troubling him badly, and he limped away to

  somewhere warrn and dry. He hoped that Henderson would work out, because

  then he could retire. Not for a year or two, of course. But soon.

  Henderson knew he was on trial, and knew that if he made a good impression,

  one of the plum jobs in the district was his for the taking.

  Youngest of five sons of a dirt-poor tobacco sharecropper, Henderson had

  been raised to the land and was a good and muscular worker, determined to

  better himself in life. He had

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  no expectations from his father, a drunkard with whom the boy had been

  constantly at war, and he had upped and left six months ago, with a couple

  of dollars his mother, old before her time and ailing from a life of

  unrelenting hardship, had given him. Living by his wits and his strength,

  which he offered for hire wherever he could find work, he had been searching

  for a position with potential. He had heard of The Forks of Cypress and its

  aging overseer, and that there was no white assistant to succeed to the job.

  He did his homework well. He found out all he could about Mitchell,

  discovered the man was considered lenient in his treatment of blacks, spent

  hours thinking up proper responses to possible questions, and, in speech at

  least, tempered his own ruthless, lifelong dislike and distrust of niggers.

  His timing and responses were perfect. He presented his most reasonable face

  to Mitchell, who liked the boy and decided to give him a chance.

  The roof of the weaving house was leaking, too, seeping in through the

  cracks, dripping into buckets set out by Easter. She'd complained about it

  several times to Mitchell, but nothing ever got done. Mitchell forgot a lot

  of things these days.

  She sat at the loom trying to weave, but a persistent drip was making the

  new cloth damp. It aggravated her, and she was not in a good mood.

  Cap'n Jack was sitting on the floor with Queen, holding up some brightly

  painted cards that he'd made for her.

  It was a game that Queen loved. Cap'n Jack held up a C, and Queen knew

  that, it was for Cat, and D was for Dog. But she always had trouble with

  the next one-it was a big word.

  "Effalump," she tried.

  "No, chile, that's 'el-e-phant.' " Cap'n Jack laughed.

  "Filling her head with useless nonsense," Easter grumbled, ignored by both

  of them.

  "What's an elly phan?" Queen asked her gran'pappy. Although she already

  knew, she loved the story.

  "A elephant is a great big animal, with a long nose that's called a trunk,"

  Cap'n Jack told her. "He live in Africa, where yo' mammy and yo' gran'mammy

  and me, and all yo' family come from."

  "I ain't from Africa, I's from Alabama," Easter grumbled her counterpoint.

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  Cap'n Jack ignored her. "Africa is a beautiful country, long, long ways

  from here, where everybody free and happy," he told the child.

  "Is that where my pappy is?" Queen longed to meet her pappy.

  Cap'n Jack didn't look at Easter. Queen's paternity was a bone of

  contention between them. Cap'n Jack thought Queen should know who her real

  father was, but Easter, ever more practical, forbade it. It would seriously

  offend the Jackson family and would be of no advantage to Queen. for even

  though everyone knew it was true, it could not be admitted. She had seen

  the other slave children taunting Queen about the color of her skin, and

  to

  claim the Massa as her father would make her the object of even greater

  derision. Children of the plantation were simply that, and she wished her

  father would forget his silly, and even dangerous, ideas about some

  eventual equality of whites and blacks.

  Aware of Easter's feelings and, in his more realistic moments, forced to

  agree with them, Cap'n Jack still harbored unrealistic dreams for Queen,

  much as he had once done for his daughter. He longed to see Queen taken

  into the big house, as some Massas did with their half-caste offspring,

  even though the paternity was never admitted. These chosen few children had

  a better life, Cap'n Jack thought, than those who were relegated to a life

  with the field hands, and Capn Jack prayed it would happen to Queen one

  day. He hugged her to him.

  "No, chile, yo' pappy's a very important man," he whispered in her ear.

  "An' if'n yo' learn good an' work hard, one day yo'll live in a fine house

  with yo' pappy, an' wear pretty dresses, an' be happy, like a Princess."

  Easter was furious with him. "You stop that, Cap'n Jack, yo' hear?" Why

  couldn't he understand it would never be, and that Easter didn't want it

  to

  be? Queen was hers; she made Easter's world whole and complete. She didn't

  want to lose her, and didn't want to expose her to the less than tender

  mercies of Lizzie. "She a slave chile, and she allus will be! Jus' like

  I'll allus be a slave, and yo'll allus be a slave!"

  Cap'n Jack ignored her anger. "We gonna be free one day, yo' hear the talk,

  the day is comin'," he whispered, as much to Queen as to Easter.

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  The edge of Easter's fury had gone. At least they'd changed the subject.

  "We won't be here to see it," she said.

  Cap'n Jack didn't argue, for there was no point. But in his heart he

  believed the day was coming. Every time he heard white folk talking these

  days, it was about the Yankees, and the North, and abolition. He remembered

  his own years in the North, and what he had seen and learned there, the

  good and the bad. He believed that when freedom came, the blacks had to be

  ready for it. There was no use in having freedom if they didn't have

  learning, if they couldn't better themselves. He dreamed of that better day

  for Queen.

  Easter was still speaking. "She be better off learnin' weavin', or sewin',

  or summat useful."

  She glared at the rain dripping in.

  "Or fixin' roofs."

  Cap'n Jack had been promising to fix the roof since last winter. "I'll git

  roun' to it one day," he said.

  Easter laughed. "Chile die of newmonya 'fore that day happen."

  She busied herself at the loom. Cap'n Jack rocked Queen on his knee. She

  was tired, and was drifting to steep. He hummed a gentle lullaby to her,

  softly, so that Easter would not hear.

  "The day will come, chile," he sang. "The day will come. "

  The rain was relentless, and Easter took matters into her own hands. Since
br />   Jass was not there, she knew the person who would help was Sally, but knew

  she had to be careful. She was called to the laundry one day, to help iron

  sheets that had not dried properly in the rain, and Sally was there, sorting

  through the linen with Pattie and Jessica. Sally never acknowledged Easter's

  presence in the big house.

  Easter began to mumble to herself as she ironed. Slaves often mumbled to

  themselves, and a good mistress listened to the mumbling, for much could

  be

  discovered from it.

  " I suppose we could turn these sheets sides to the middle," Sally said to

  Pattie, intent on household affairs. "It seems a waste to throw them out."

  She left gaps in her comments so that Easter's mumbling might take form and

  meaning.

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  "But we seem to have enough pillowcases to get us through the winter. "

  "Rotten, no-account, leaky house me an' the chile lives in," Sally

  deciphered Easter.

  "I'm certainly not taking another trip to Charleston until spring," Sally

  said in counterpoint.

  "Roof's useless, e'vry drop a rain comes in."

  "But we do need some towels." Sally was listening intently now.

  "Po' Fil Queen could catch her death of cole." So that was it, and of

  course, something had to be done, for Queen's sake. Easter could stop

  mumbling now, but Sally had to let her know the message had been

  received. She turned on Pattie and Jessica.

  "I've never known a household to get through towels the way we do," she

  said, as if it was the slave maids' fault. "This is good sturdy cotton,

  too. You'd think it would last a little longer. "

  Pattie and Jessica, who was young and learning the skills of a

  chambermaid, started mumbling that it was nothing to do with them, Massa

  George was to blame.

  Sally spoke to Mitchell, and Mitchell gave the job to Henderson. With a

  cautious warning.

  Henderson was intrigued. He'd heard of Easter, the Massa's whore, and her

  bastard child, had seen them from a distance, but until now had no reason

  to go to the weaving house. What he knew of them surprised him. If the

  Massa wanted some nigra on the side, that was all right by Henderson,

  although he'd never had a taste for black flesh himself-it revolted him,

  and he hated to see the high-yella brats they fathered. But this bitch

  seemed permanent to the Massa; they had an ongoing connection, and he

  could not understand that, especially when the new mistress was such a

  gorgeous creature. Henderson would have gladly given his right arm for

  a woman like Lizzie.

  He took a couple of men to the weaving house, threatened a whipping

  unless they did a good job, and went inside.

  How could the Massa bear it, how could any white man? This grubby little

  shack, and this drably clothed slut. He could smell her from the doorway,

  at least in his mind, and it dis-

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  gusted him. Not that she was ugly; she was quite a piece of woman, and if

  that's the way your fancy went you could do worse. If that's the way your

  fancy went. He stared at the child playing on the floor, and his gorge

  rose. She'd fool anyone. Could be white, sitting there, staring at him

  with those big, round, scared eyes. But she wasn't white. She was a nigra.

  The chaos she'll cause when she's grown, he thought. Some unsuspecting

  white boy'll do her, and get a bastard, and they'll take over the world

  one day, and we'll all end up like them. Lazy, shiftless, and

  good-for-nothing. He thought of his own mother, who'd worked so hard all

  her life and had nothing, and it infuriated him that this pickaninny and

  her mammy could have pretty much what they wanted, all because the mulatta

  was good in bed.

  The child was scared of him, he could see. And fear, in others of him,

  had a powerful effect on this young man who had never had dominion over

  anyone except a few no-account darkies.

  "It'll be fixed by nightfall," he said to Easter, looking at Queen. "Hope

  it'll be to your satisfaction, Miss High and Mighty. "

  Easter was unsure of Henderson. "Thank you, Massa," she said.

  He turned to her, and knew that she wasn't scared of him, and wanted to

  make her fear him, for it was sweet to him.

  "And in future, if you've got any complaints, you bring em to me, " he

  told her. " Don't go running to the big house. "

  Easter said nothing. That angered Henderson even more. He walked close

  to her, so that she might sense his power.

  "I know your game," he said, "You may be the Massa's fancy woman, but

  you're still a slave. And I'm in charge of slaves."

  "Massa Mitchell the overseer," Easter said calmly. But she was scared,

  just a little bit; Henderson knew that. He could smell fear. He didn't

  have to push too hard.

  "He wouldn't know what time of day it is." Henderson was not afraid to

  be honest with her. "Couple of years, he'll retire, and his job's for me.

  Then things'll be different round here."

  He didn't want to push too hard, not yet, and might not

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  have under different circumstances. She could go running to the Massa and

  pour poison in his ear, and if she had enough power, she could even get

  him sacked. But the Massa was away for at least a year, and by the time

  he came back, Henderson was determined his position would be unassailable.

  "And I've got a long memory." He turned his attention to the sniveling

  child. "So you keep a civil tongue in your head, and that brat of yours.

  Or you'll be sorry."

  Queen started to cry. It pleased Henderson, who looked at Easter again,

  and then left.

  He thought that Easter would be no trouble to him because he could always

  scare the child, and the child wouldn't tell. He felt satisfied with his

  morning's work, and yelled some abuse at the niggers on the roof.

  Easter ran to Queen, picked her up, and hugged her hard. She sat on the

  bed with her daughter and hummed a little lullaby.

  The world was changing too fast for her. Lizzie, even though absent, was

  mistress now, and no one could guess what changes she might introduce on

  her return to The Forks, or how she might affect her new husband's

  attitudes and behavior.

  And Henderson was right. Mitchell must retire soon, and clearly the

  slaves could expect a different order when he was gone.

  If only Jass were here. Jass would make everything all right.

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  The honeymoon had begun disastrously. Jass and Lizzie had

  planned to spend the first night at the Florence Hotel and then

  make a leisurely journey to Charleston, but the rain made the

  roads impassable, and they were forced to stay at Florence for

  four days. It seemed so silly. They should have gone home,

  but even the road to The Forks had turned into a quagmire,

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  and anyway, Lizzie
showed no particular desire to spend the early days of

  her marriage under her mother-in-law's eye.

  The first evening had been pleasant enough. They had dined in a private

  room, and the staff had done their best to give the dinner some sense of

  romantic occasion. Lizzie had retired early, to prepare herself for her

  wedding night, and Jass had stayed talking with the proprietor, who was a

  close acquaintance, and had drunk several glasses of port.

  Jass felt at peace with most of the world as he climbed the stairs and made

  his way to their room, but a little part of his brain was worried about

  what must happen next with Lizzie. The port had not dulled his concerns.

  She was in bed when he came in, wearing a pretty nightdress, with the

  blankets pulled up, demurely, under her chin. Jass had chatted about the

  weather; then he sat beside her and kissed her gently, and he knew that

  Lizzie was scared. What was of more concern to him was that he felt no

  sense of anticipation or arousal. She was not unattractive to him, but it

  was in a general way, as a pretty friend, lacking that sense of desire and

  passion he felt when he was close to Easter. After a while he excused

  himself, went into their sitting room, and changed into his nightclothes.

  When he came back to the bedroom, Lizzie had turned down the lamps, and

  because of the rain there was no moon. Jass felt his way to the bed, lay

  down beside Lizzie, and she curled into the crook of his arm and chattered

  nervously about their coming year in Europe. Jass understood that she was

  trying to delay the inevitable, but it had to happen and he was tired, and

  the port was making him drowsy.

  He kissed her again, and forced his tongue into her mouth. Lizzie did not

  protest, but she did not relax. He fondled her breasts and lay astride, and

  she submitted to him, as she had been told to do, and as she knew she must,

  but she didn't appear to be enjoying herself in any way.

  Jass was lost. His only experience of a woman was with Easter, who yielded

  to him readily, willingly, and with a sense of abandon. He wondered what

  on

  earth he could do to calm the fears of his shivering bride, and what he

  might do to excite himself, for her fear was unmanning him.

  Lizzie was in a turmoil. She wanted Jass, desperately. She

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  wanted to prove to him that she would be a good wife, but the prospect of

  the thing that had to happen was terrifying to her. She had no sense of

  titillation, for there was an edge of impending violence to his kisses,

  and the one honest thing her mother had told her about her first time was

  that it would hurt. When he thrust his tongue into her mouth, Lizzie

  almost screamed in horror, for she realized that she had no possible route

  of escape, and when he lay astride her and she felt, for the first time,

  that hard thing pressing on her abdomen, she almost fainted in fear of it.

  Now something odd had happened. The hard monster wasn't hard anymore; it

  was soft again, and all sense of urgency had deserted Jass. She couldn't

  believe it was over-it couldn't be this short, this easy, and there had

  been no pain-but some crisis had passed and Lizzie relaxed and started to

  enjoy herself.

  She loved lying in his arms as he gently caressed her shoulders, and she

  allowed her own hands to explore his chest, and his biceps, and his neck,

  and she even let her fingers trace their way to his lips, and he kissed

  them gently. If it was always going to be like this, then Lizzie wasn't

  scared anymore; in fact she quite liked it, and found herself liking it

  more and more as the minutes ticked by, and nothing was going to hurt her

  now. She felt sensations she had never experienced, of warmth and

  security, and she felt a curious tingle somewhere in the pit of her

  stomach, and moistness in that place she didn't like to think about.

  It changed again, without any evidence that anything had changed. Jass

  took her hand and dragged it down to his stomach and put it onto the

  monster that was hard and hot. It felt enormous to Lizzie and malevolent,