“Better?”
The only thing I could do was nod.
His right hand went behind my back and in a flash, my bra was undone and falling down my arms. I lifted a brow and smirked.
“Wes taught me on the mannequins our mother used for sewing. Scarred me for months when he told me it was one of Angie’s bras we’d used.”
With a smile, I shook my head and whispered, “Naughty boys.”
He winked. “You haven’t seen anything yet.”
Everything seemed to have come to a standstill. The only thing I noticed was Finn. His smile. The heat coming from his body. The soft kisses he peppered over my skin while making his way to my breast.
“You’re so fucking beautiful. I’m not going to last five seconds inside of you.”
Swallowing hard, I closed my eyes while he took a nipple into his mouth. “Oh God,” I gasped. I wasn’t going to last a second more if he kept this up. The moment he’d touched me I’d begun to fear I was going to come.
Finn moved over to my other nipple. I forced myself to look at him. His eyes were closed and he wore a look of pure pleasure on his face as he sucked, bit, and pulled. Teasing me with what was going to come.
He dropped to the floor and grabbed my ass, squeezing it while he kissed my stomach. “Your body is so perfect. I’ve never seen such a beautiful body.”
I wanted to believe him, but doubt pushed its ugly head into my thoughts. Given all the women Finn had been with, I was positive I was nothing special.
Slowly pulling my jeans down, he stopped and took one of my shoes off, tossing it to the side and then doing the same thing with the other foot. “My heart is racing, Finn.”
Glancing up at me, he flashed me a megawatt smile, his dimples making my stomach drop. “So is mine, Éan.”
“Really?” I asked in a surprised voice. He nodded and helped me out of my jeans. I stood there dressed in nothing but my boy short panties. Had I known we would be making love tonight I would have worn something sexier. Especially with the way Finn was staring at me.
His finger traced the edge of my panties. “Do you have any idea how damn sexy you are, Rory?”
“I am?” I asked in a shaky voice.
My body trembled as he ever so slowly pulled my panties down. A deep growl came from the back of his throat as I stepped out of them and Finn stood. “I’m having a hard time controlling myself. Come on.”
He took my hand and led me to his bathroom, where he reached into his large walk-in shower and turned the water on. It cascaded down from the ceiling like rain. My eyes scanned the inside of the shower to see it had six showerheads pointing from every direction possible. I chomped on my lip as I stood there and wondered how many women Finn had had sex with in this shower. Panic quickly filled my chest.
Or maybe it was jealousy.
Either way, I needed to get a grip.
Looking away, I took in a deep breath, only to have Finn place his hands on the sides of my face and turn me to him. “Talk to me, Éan.”
I searched his face, hoping to find the answer in his eyes.
“How many women have you had sex with in there?”
His face turned white, and he dropped his hands. Then he shut off the water, grabbed a towel, and wrapped my body in it.
I instantly hated myself for bringing it up and ruining the mood. Finn had worked so hard on making this night special, and I had to go and open my big mouth with my silly insecurities.
“Rory, I don’t want this night to be a comparison in your mind.”
Pinching my brows together, I asked, “What do you mean?”
“If everything I do you’re going to wonder in your mind how many other women I did it for also, then this is not going to be the night I want it to be.”
My eyes fell to the floor as my face heated. “I’m sorry. It’s just…I’ve only been with one man and it was so long ago and I know you’ve been with…um…a number of women. I’m feeling insecure and hate myself for it. Especially when you went out of your way for everything to be perfect.”
His hands were still on my face as he squatted down and flashed me the sweetest smile I’d ever seen. My heart hammered in my chest. “Look at me, Éan, and listen to what I’m about to say.”
I did as he asked. His eyes looked sad, and I felt guilty knowing I was the cause of it. “I’ve never had a girl in my bed or even in this bathroom. Anytime I ever brought someone home we had sex on the sofa or in the guest bedroom. I’ve never made love to a woman before—I’ve fucked them. No emotions, no attachments. It was always about one thing…sex.”
Swallowing hard, I tried to not let what he said get into my head. I knew he’d been with other women. It’s not like it was a news flash, but what I wasn’t expecting was how honest he was about it.
“Rory, you are so different from any other woman I’ve been with. You make me want things I never wanted before.”
A smiled tugged at the corners of my mouth.
“I want to fall asleep with you in my arms and wake up to your beautiful smile. I don’t want to fuck you….Well, that’s not really true. I do want to fuck you, and do things to you that make you scream out my name.”
My mouth parted open with a small intake of air. My chest squeezed and I instantly started to fantasize about what he would do to me. His voice pulled me from my thoughts.
“The first time we’re together, I want to make love to you. I want to hear the moan from your lips as I push slowly into you. Memorize every little thing that turns you on. Know your body from head to toe.”
Oh God. He’s trying to kill me.
My hand landed on his chest, and the jolt of electricity took me by surprise. Finn jumped as well, and I wondered if he had felt it too. “I didn’t know I was this hungry until I tasted you. I crave you like you cannot even begin to imagine. I’m scared shitless that once I make you mine, I’ll never be the same again.”
I brought my other hand up to his chest and let the towel pool at my feet. I’d never had someone say such amazing things to me, nor had my heart ever felt like this ever before. “I already know I’ll never be the same. Ever.”
When he smiled, I couldn’t help but do the same. He cupped my face and brought my lips to his. It didn’t take long for the soft sweet kiss to turn into something much more passionate. Finn’s hands moved down my arms lightly, leaving a path of goosebumps in his wake. Sliding his hands around my hips, he grabbed onto my ass and drew me in closer to his body. His erection pressed against my stomach fueled my desire.
Finn broke our kiss and groaned. “If I don’t stop now I’ll bury my cock inside you, and I don’t want to fuck you in the shower. Let’s get cleaned up.” He reached in and turned the shower back on.
My stomach fluttered at his dirty talk. Taking my hand in his, he pulled me under the hot stream of water with him. I groaned as the hot water rushed over my body. Dropping my head back, I let the warmth engulf me. I jumped when I felt Finn’s hands on my body. He slowly moved them down from my neck to my chest. I watched intently as he cupped a breast and brought his mouth to my nipple, causing me to gasp at the heavenly feeling of the hot water and his tongue flicking around my hard nub.
He drew back and repeated the action with my other breast before dropping to his knees. My fingers laced into his hair, and I fought the urge to push his face where I needed relief. Grabbing my hips, he ran his tongue along my belly button, making my body shiver even though I was standing under a stream of hot water.
“Jesus, you’re so fucking perfect.”
The only thing I could do was whisper out his name.
“Finn.”
Taking the soap again, he rolled it around in his hand and then started to clean my legs, slowly moving up to my thighs while cleaning and massaging.
“Spread your legs, Rory.”
The way my teeth bit into my lip, I was sure I would draw blood. I did as he asked and moved my legs farther apart. My face heated as he cleaned me, intimately. He
reached up and pulled the showerhead off and placed it between my legs. Sucking in a breath when the hot water hit me, I saw him grin wide and slowly shake his head.
“When was the last time you came, baby?”
Everything started to go blurry as the pulsing water hit my clit in that oh-so-right way.
“Um…not…sure. Long. Time.”
“I want to make you come with my mouth. Will you let me do that, Rory?”
Where was the shower wall? I needed something to help me stand up. “Yes! God yes, Finn! Please.”
The warm water disappeared and Finn’s mouth was on mine as he slowly slipped a finger inside of me. He moved it in and out as I gripped his arms. It felt like I was floating, and I hadn’t even come yet.
With his lips against mine, he softly spoke. “Tell me what you want. Let me hear you.”
My head fell back as his soft lips moved across my neck.
“You. Oh God. Make me come. Please make me come.”
He kissed my lips again before making his way down to between my legs. “Finn, I want you desperately.”
Chapter 28
Finn
My forever
My heart crashed against my chest. I’d had plenty of women whisper to me that they wanted me. But nothing could have prepared me for the moment I heard Rory Adams say it.
“I want you too, baby. So fucking much.”
Before I did something stupid and sink my cock deep inside of her with no condom, I dropped back to my knees. I lifted her leg and put it over my shoulder. Her hands gripped my hair as she prepared for my mouth to give her the relief she needed.
I slipped a finger inside of her, and she hissed and bucked her hips. I couldn’t help the smile that hit my face. Another finger inside and I was the one groaning. “So damn tight.”
When I looked up, I was surprised to see her looking down at me. With a wink, I moved closer to her and licked up between her lips and flicked her clit.
She inhaled deeply. I could feel her pulling slightly on my hair, slowly trying to drive me where she needed me to go. It was so fucking hot.
Picking up the speed of my fingers, I buried my mouth on her clit, sucking and licking each whimper and moan out of her.
“Feels. So. Good. Oh God! Finn, I’m so close,” she cried out while grinding her pussy harder into my face. My dick had never been so damn hard.
I moved my fingers slightly and flicked her clit faster. It didn’t take her long to start squeezing my fingers and crying out my name. When her leg started to give out, I pushed against the shower wall and held her there. Her body shook while I licked up every ounce of her sweet juices.
When I looked at her, she was staring down at me with a huge smile on her face, her breathing labored. Standing, I dipped my face in the water and rinsed out my mouth. I wasn’t sure how she would feel about me trying to kiss her after I’d gone down on her.
“I think we’re clean enough. I need to be inside of you, Éan.”
Her mouth opened into an O shape as I turned off the water and pulled her out of the shower. I lifted her up and she wrapped her legs around my body. “We’re still wet,” she giggled.
With a shake of my head, I headed into my bedroom and gently laid her on the bed. “I don’t care. I can’t wait another second.”
Her eyes dark with passion, she kept her focus on me as I reached into the drawer for a condom. I loved how she chewed on her lip while watching me roll it over my dick.
“Are you sure?” I asked her when I noticed the look of fear in her eyes.
She nodded. “You’re just so…big. I’m worried it won’t fit.”
With a laugh, I crawled over and settled my body on hers. “It’ll fit, I promise.”
I pressed my lips to hers as she wrapped her arms around my neck and I pushed my cock against her, causing her to gasp.
The kiss was slow and steady. Rory had a way of making it seem like she’d opened herself completely to me with just one kiss. When she sucked my lip into her mouth, I groaned, and that seemed to fuel her even more as she gently nibbled on it. My cock teased her entrance just a bit while I moved my mouth down to her neck. I needed her to talk to me. Tell me if I was doing anything to hurt her. Just with my two fingers inside of her, I could tell how tight she was.
“Tell me if I hurt you, Rory. I’ll go slow.”
Her legs wrapped around me and pulled me closer. “Finn, I’m going crazy. Please!”
Fucking hell if her pleading didn’t make me want to push my cock inside of her and fuck her until she couldn’t move.
No.
This was Rory.
My Éan.
She deserved more than a hard fucking. She deserved to be loved slowly and passionately.
I pushed in a little farther and her whole body went rigid. I pulled back and looked into her beautiful blue eyes. “Are you okay, baby?”
With a nod, she replied, “It’s been a while, and like I said…you’re huge!”
With a grin, I drew out some and pushed back in. “Shit, you’re so tight.”
“Feels so good. Finn, I need more.”
She was breaking my resolve to take things slow.
“I’m trying not to hurt you, Rory. You begging for more is not helping.”
Pulling out, I was covered in her juices, making it easy to slide right back in, this time pushing in harder and faster. She jumped as I filled her completely.
Not moving, I buried my face in her neck, waiting for her to tell me she was ready.
Her fingers moved lazily over my back while she wrapped her legs around me tighter, attempting to pull me in farther. With a smile, I drew back and caught her gaze. “I’m all the way in, baby.”
When the left side of her mouth rose into a sexier-than-hell smile, I felt my heart give way. The last wall was down. Rory Adams completely owned me.
“Make love to me, Finn.”
I did what she asked. Our mouths crushed together as I moved in and out of her body. Each whimper, moan, and whisper of my name fueled me more and more. I was fighting like hell to not come. Especially with the way her pussy was locked onto my cock.
“Faster, Finn. Please go harder.”
It was like she had unleashed the gates. I pulled out and slammed back into her, causing her to gasp, then cry out my name.
“Yes! God yes!”
Harder. Faster. I was moving in and out of her like she was the very thing I needed to keep breathing.
“There. Oh, God, Finn!”
She bore down on my cock, and I came so hard I swore the room turned black. “Fucking hell, Rory!” My body trembled as we both came.
Nothing from this point on would ever be the same. My life had been forever changed by this woman.
When we finally stopped moving, I stayed inside of her. Not wanting to leave the warmth of her body.
“Finn?” she gently asked.
When I drew back and looked into her eyes, I took in a deep breath. Something had changed in them. Something had changed between us.
“Are you okay? Did I hurt you?” I asked.
Her hand came up and rested on my cheek. “I’m more than okay.”
Leaning down, I kissed her gently on the forehead and whispered, “Tell me what you’re thinking.”
“I want to stay like this forever.”
My chest squeezed tight. I’d never known my heart was lost until Rory found it and wrapped herself around it.
“So do I, Éan. So do I.”
This woman in my arms was my new reason to breathe.
She was my everything.
My forever.
Chapter 29
Rory
Nothing is the same
The feel of Finn’s body against mine was pure heaven. I knew I was going to be sore. Especially when Finn woke me up at three in the morning and took me again. I thought our first time was amazing. The second time was ten times more incredible and flipping hot as hell.
I didn’t want to open my eyes
for fear I’d only have five minutes until the alarm went off. I rolled over and faced him. Slowly opening my eyes, I watched as he slept. A smile crept over my face. He was so damn handsome. I almost reached over and pinched myself to see if I was dreaming.
Lifting my hand, I gently ran my finger over his soft lips. They’d been all over my body last night, and if I hadn’t known better I would have sworn my skin still tingled everywhere he’d kissed.
“Finn, what have you done to me?” I said in a hush as I stared at his lips. The feelings this man brought out in me excited me and scared me to death.
Leaning in closer, I kissed him softly. He moaned slightly and drew me nearer to him.
He deepened the kiss and I melted completely into him. “Éan,” he whispered against my lips while turning us over. My fingers ran lazily over his skin as he peppered my neck with kisses. “I can’t get enough of you.”
With a smile, I replied, “Then take more of me.”
Drawing back and resting on his elbows, he flashed me those dimples with a wide grin. “Are you sure? You’re not too sore?”
I shook my head. “You being inside of me is the most amazing feeling in the world.”
He kissed the tip of my nose as he said, “I feel the same way.”
Finn reached over to his side table and grabbed a condom. I watched as he rolled it over his already hard shaft. Licking my lips, I quivered as I anticipated the feel of him slipping inside of me. If I wasn’t careful, Finn Ward would quickly become an addiction.
Over my body again, Finn used both hands to brush my hair to the side before he kissed my forehead. “This has been the best twenty-four hours of my life, Rory.”
I surveyed his face, and my breath caught. Every word he spoke I knew was true, for it was written on his face. Unspoken in his eyes.
Finn Ward had given himself to me…and I had given him my whole heart and soul.
When he slowly pushed inside of me, I hissed from the pain. He quickly stopped and stared at me with a concerned look. Wrapping my legs around him, I drew him in deeper. I needed him to fill me with every ounce he had to give.
“Don’t stop, Finn. Please don’t stop.”